You know your in love when he is becomes all you thing about.... Witch was happing to me being in love was the best feeling in the world but I didn't know if he felt the same way. I can't read his mind. Me and Wesley have been been dating for about a year and half know and its that best relationship I have had sense my 9th grade boyfriend Harry who was the best kisser EVER! But he doesn't leave my mind there is not one second of the day I'm not thinking of him!
Now that he is on the X-factor it has been really crazy and he hasn't texted me in a long time but its fine I get that he following his dream and loving the life he is living. We try skype as much as we can but its usually is only for 10 OR 15 minute before he has ti go on stage or Drew interrupting us. I want is to have a conversion without Drew interrupting, or Dani wanting to talk to Keaton I understand that they are in love but they don't get that me and Wesely are just as crazy for each there as they are.
I wish Wesley could just win the dang thing and come back to Cali and make out with me like we use to. I hope I can go out with summer to L.A. and hold his hand and be iwth him again. Dani and I have been spending about of time mostly because we both hope we can be Mrs. Stromberg. But shes a year younger than me so I hope i'll get married before her. I shouldn't be talking about this with myself I should be talking to this with.. My Mom! and probably Wesley too.
So this year I have to grautate from school then hope I can get a scolership for dance to Perfoing Arts Academy of San Francisco. I really hope I will get in to the dance world. Its not easy to do some much at a time and have a boyfriend who doesn't need you like you need him. Well I don't know about that but I know he is not thinging about me. "Ring Ring" my phone rung really loud witch scared me pretty bad.
"Hello?"
"Hey beautiful" It was Welely
"Hey" I was really exicted that you calld me and the back round was quite, witch was not like him.
"How have you been"
"Iv'e been good kind of lonly lately"
"Yeah I bet"
"But what about you? Your huge!"
"Yeah it kinda crazy with all the girls on tweeter and i cant even walk in the street anymore because theres so many people. Oh on sec London" He took a long pauses, I could here someone say "Emblem3 you on in five"
He handed the phone to Drew so he could get dresses. Drew was the one that bothered me the most he acted like he was to cool for anyone but he made Wesley happy witch made me happy.
"Hey dude" drew said as he came on to the phone.
"Umm hey Drew how are you?"
"I'm pretty good bro you should see how many chicks are here!"
"Oh thats good Drew hey can I talk to Wesley?" With out another word he handed the phone back to him.
"Hel- before he finished the same woman came in and said emblem3 your on!"
"Oh hey I got to go bye love you call you to night" before I could say anything he was gone. I whispered to myself love you too!
