Consider Me Gone

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They hadnt been intimate lately and Amanda missed that. Lacking intimacy hurt cause where Amanda wasnt the most verbal person, this was the way she showed how she was feeling. She was in the mood so she figured she'd set up a surprise for when her husband came home from work. She checked on the kids real quick, both still sound asleep. Still in awe that she had created such beautiful little girls. After that she went and got some candles to set up a romantic surprise for her husband.

She set up the candles. Looking at the clock it had gotten quite late but she understood this, as she was married to a cardiologist. Amanda had laid around in bed for hours as it was late when he finally got home. She had settled on wearing a semi sheer black nightie, it was actually one that he had bought for her. She laid in the candle lights, she had used the little light up ones they had instead of the real candles. She was just starting to give up and doze off when she finally heard her husband come in the door. She knew his routine, locking the door, taking his jacket off and hanging it up. Then hanging his keys up. He walked to the bedroom really hoping his wife wasnt awake. He just didnt want to deal with her.

When he got to the room he saw it was dark but dimly lit with candles. He sighed. He really didnt want to deal with this. He knew what she wanted but he wasnt attracted to her lately. Infact to him lately she had been a turn off. Ever since she had Billie. His eyes landed on his wife as he sneered at the blonde. "Why in the hell are you wearing that shit? You're way too fat to wearing that, especially where that once hot body of yours has been destroyed from childbirth." He picked up one of her shirts on the floor and threw it her. "Cover yourself up, I dont want to see that. The whole point of eating dinner is to not make it come back up, and you looking like that is threatening to make me puke."

"Wow. Well excuse the hell out of me for wearing the lingerie that you, my husband bought for me. I thought since you've had a long stressful day at the hospital that maybe some sex would help you relax." She held the shirt in her hand, refusing to put it on. He scowled at her as his phone went off, a text from his mistress, looking down he text the woman the woman that now was not a good time. That his wife was trying to get sex from him and he was holding down his dinner. Amanda looked at him, she had that hurt look but also that pissed off look as well. She was watching him. He stood looking at her, "What in the hell makes you think I wanted to come home and fuck you?" He made a face letting her know he was completely turned off.

Amanda scoffed incredulously. "Oh so, instead of fucking you since you put it that way. All I wanted to do was make love to my husband who hasn't touched me in fucking weeks. I get to fuck myself. Alright." Her blue eyes blazed. She hastily pulled on the shirt that was thrown at her, grabs her phone and goes to sleep in the kids room. She didnt sleep the best of course, Jesse however was delighted to have woken up to cuddle time with her mommy. She quickly got the girls ready and herself. She didnt want to face Al. His reaction last night and everything he said hurt like hell. She twirled her wedding band and engagement ring on her finger. Right now it just didnt feel right on her hand. It weighed her hand down like everything last night weighed on her heart.

After twirling the rings on her finger for another minute she took them off and placed them on her dresser. She got Billie in her infant seat, putting the diaper bag on her shoulder. She then leashed up Frannie, grabbed Jesse's hand and they were out. She headed over to the only place that came to mind. She had so much on her mind, she needed someone to talk to.

She gets over to Liv's completely exhausted and says she needs the day off. Liv sees that Amanda has brought the kids and Frannie with her. Seeing her friends exhaustion she promptly takes Billie's carrier and tells them to come inside. Liv then tells Jesse to go play with Noah and that he's in his room. She takes off to find her friend so they can play. When Liv had taken Billie's carrier she noticed Amanda didnt have her rings on. She thinks something has happened, she looked over and saw her friend trying to keep it together with everything in her. Seeing her friend in this shape prompted her to get Lucy to watch the kids and Frannie while she takes Amanda for a much needed day out to unwind and destress.

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