False hope
A bond so strong, now is broken. Something that was going to be now is no more.
The fantasy life that was planed, now is a nightmare and full of regrets. Once full of respect and high honers,
But, now full of disrespect and disgust. Once we was just I and now it's me and just you.
Keep thinking that
Once you made me happy, now you made me sad.
You once made me feel strong that was then and this is now. Now I'm stronger going through the turment that I'm going through.
You thought you broke me, it just shows you don't know me. I listen to everything you said, but not once have you listen to me. Now look at you, sad and pathetic and me rising to the top like an eagle. How sad you are and me with a smile cause karma
Illusions
I once thought love was
Something wonderful.
Now, I see it's that is a
disillusioned..
Realizing love is just a
mirage
I now know the feeling
is just a mere illusion.
The feelings I once had
now turn to hate.
Fighting hard to overcome
something negative.
Just to be positive.
Trapped
Can't believe it's happening,
Slipping into darkness.
Understanding the monsters
That resides within.
Know you not the only one
Trying to escape yet I.
can't.
Darkness overcoming every
where and no light to
brighten my way out.
Maybe I'm sick, maybe I don't understand, maybe I
could maybe maybe it me.
But how to fix things how
can I make everything
right.
How when its so dark how can I make it right, wait, I'm
stuck in the darkness but
you put me there. fixing things when it wasn't
me but you.
too late to even try, too late
for what ever you think
is right....
Disilusiones
Can't believe you think I will
Forget.
Situations that took place.
Remembering everything
makes me loose faith.
Lost in believes and hope
Now in disbelief and
doubts.
Seeing things are not righ
And seeing how much of
a fool i once was.
Now I am not blind, so what
Makes you think there's
A second chance..
No more to give
Too many chances given
Not once did you do right
Don't know why I was so
stupid
In the end i was the one who
got screwed over.
Millions of chances given
Betrayed not once or twice.
No more chances left to give
Now no trust left to give.....
Why You Mad!!!
You made the decision that
you made
You lied, manipulated, and
cheated
You slept with others and not
even faithful to one, two,
three who knows.....
I told you I'm sorry, I didn't
had what it takes or what
You want
Told you I forgive you and
apologize again just so I
Don't have to see you,
Talk to you, or be
around you.
After sharing yourself with
so many
Now you want to say you in
Love with me and yet you
Continue to share
yourself with others.
I'm better than that, I don't
I don't go backwards and
That shows you a
joke.
Still doing the same thing
and yet you still talk
About love.
Now that you are use and
abused with people on
the side and possibly
pregnant, locked
out and now you
Love me....
