rants with bella !!

valentine's day

ok so first of all i want to say that i have a bf who makes me super duper happy and i love him so so much k

so... valentine's day.

i'm ranting about this bc:
1. me and my bf fought up a DAY before valentine's kms🔫
2. i've never had a valentines iN MY LIFE.

so basically i'm alone in valentines... again.

i hate it. i hate the feeling of feeling alone, i hate it i hateit i hate it, and why do i have to feel like this today? today, over all the days, TODAY, on valentine's day.

so pretty much what happened is that my bf had to go to DC because his family is there and he had a soccer game today and i'm spending valentine's alone again, i got mad (i'm rlly selfish i hate myself) and we fought but i want to talk to him and apologize bc it was super fucking selfish of me and ugh i hate me.

pretty much i'm spending valentine's alone again, watching netflix and eating chocolate and ice cream.

i hate the feeling of being lonely, i fucking hate it and i wish there was a way to eliminate that feeling from this planet so can all be happy and dance to girl almighty bc fave.

-bella):