ONESHOTS!! [Discontinued]

Bokuaka 'I just want to love you'

Haikyuu!!

Bokuto x Akaashi

Others may see me as someone who cold… and holding a fear without knowing me… but you… you seen me as a friend…

People may judge you… having a friend like me… but you didn’t care… all you care is making me happy… which is I am… but I can’t… I want more… I want more than you making me happy as a friend…

I don’t know when and where I’m catching this feeling… it felt wrong… but for me it was right…

 I felt right when you always kissed my cheeks until I gone red… I felt right when you always hold my hand, leading us wherever to go… I felt right when you always brought me to our favorite place that I dreamed will happen as a date…

But…

Until the day when you brought me to our favorite place again, just to gave me your invitation card with a bright smile and a girl came to our table introducing herself as your fiancé… that’s when I know I’m wrong… I’m wrong… and I know something was growing inside me…

  The petals…

The petals that growing inside me until I can’t even breathes sometimes… they convinced me to take the operations… but I don’t… I don’t want… cause it will erase my feelings towards you…

Then you came… you came to my ward with a cold and sad face… asking me who did this to me… asking who’s the fucking retarded that doesn’t returned my feelings… I’m afraid to tell that it was you… so I just shut myself… and I thought that you doesn’t want to persuade me more after seeing my conditions…

Then I thought that it was fine when I’m gone… atlest that I’m still having these feelings with me… and I can see you happy with her, although from afar… it’s better than gone through the operations and losing these feelings towards you… I know I’m selfish… but I can’t…

I just want to love you… and will always love you…

I’m sorry to leave you… but promise me that you will always be happy although without me okay… Bokuto

I LOVE YOU…

So much love,

Akaashi Keiji…

Bokuto: (folding the letter and keep in his sweater while crying hardly…) I-I’m sorry…

FLASHBACK…

? : Hello Mr. Boku… are you one of Mr. Akaashi’s friend...

B: yes I am… who is this?

? : I’m a nurse from XXX hospital…

B: a-a nurse? What’s wrong with my friend? (Worried as hell)

N: you had to come to the hospital for more info sir…

B: okay I’m coming!

At the hospital…

B: What?!

Doc: yes… Mr. Akaashi was having a Hanahaki disease… it was an illness from unrequited love…

B: w-wait… unrequited love? He’s in love with someone?!

Doc: based on his conditions… yes…

B: what was the symptom of this disease Doctor?

Doc: whoever that had this disease will cough up the petals or maybe the flower…

B: how will the disease disappear Doctor?

Doc: the disease will disappear if the person he love return the feelings… or…

B: or?

Doc: huuhh… or, the patient had to go through an operation to take away the main petals…

B: then do it Doctor!

Doc: this may cause the patient losing their feelings towards the person they love…

B: (he was about to speak but close his mouth back…) *sigh...

END FLASHBACK…

B: (still sobbing hardly…) I’m sorry Akaashi… I’m sorry…

Ann: I made this because of my friend request... I hope it was fine...