(i had to edit the story so if you got a notification that I updated that's why 😁)
recap: i ran up to him and i kissed him.
i pushed away and realized what i just did
y/n: omg... i- i'm so sor-
before i could finish my sentence Kobe pulled me back in and we started kissing. as time went by i got deeper into the kiss and I fell onto his bed and he got in top of me and we started kissing again. and then... you know 🌚 did the- dirty (i didn't wanna do a smut bc those are cringey and just bad- but if you want me to then just tell me and i'll add it in the story somewhere 😜) he fell off of me and collapsed next to me in the bed. y/n: Remember our first date... and you had already told me you loved me... kobe looked at me and smiled kobe: yea... y/n: kobe you've been nothing but good to me and i know i should've said this earlier but- kobe... I- i love you kobe: I love you more y/n y/n: *scoffs* yea right- i said as i got up and started getting my stuff together to go to the shower kobe: where are you going? y/n: well i can't just put on perfectly good clothes without showering-
as soon as i actually got up i feel straight back down. only bc my legs were shaking so much 😙... kobe: woah you good? y/n: y- yea kobe: it doesn't look like it y/n: shut up and help me kobe: yea whatever..
he help me up and we started walking to the shower and he started taking off his stuff as well.
y/n: what are you doing? 😂 kobe: don't wanna run up the water bill am i right?
he says with that stupid smirk on his face but it's so cute at the same time. y/n: boy hurry up and get in this shower. kobe: bipolar much? y/n: nope 👎🏾 it's just- you don't wanna run up the water bill and i right? i said mocking his voice. he stepped in the shower and kissed me on the forehead.
a while later we got out changed and went to sleep.
kobe: wake yo ass up! y/n: what no! kobe: get up now!!! y/n: BITCH STFU ITS SATURDAY! kobe: thank you for such enlightening information however that's not what i was trying to wake you up for phycho y/n: oh... really 😏 kobe: i told you you're bipolar y/n: you don't even know me kobe: oh really okay... well i was walking past city hall and i heard that there was a party happening y/n: what if we get in trouble kobe: it's college we'll be fine y/n: meh idkk... Kobe: okay cool get ready! y/n: o- okay 🤨
i sat up and looked at my phone i noticed that Derek had blown me up with message and calls i turned my phone back off and set it down facing downwards (as in the front of the phone is in the bed) i suddenly starting spacing out which i only do when i'm extremely stressed and i started thinking. i just wanted everything to be over without everyone getting mad at me. then suddenly i snapped back into reality from hearing the sound of someone clapping and yelling my name in my face.
Kobe: hello? earth to y/n!!! y/n: huh? what... oh sorry uhh yea i'm gonna go get ready 🙂 Kobe:hey... are you okay? y/n: yea! i'm good
i thought that me being with Kobe would suddenly make me happier but there's so much stuff that still isn't fixed that i definitely need to fix. i grabbed all the clothes that i wanted to wear and and put them on it was just an oversized T- shirt and shorts with my favorite shoes. i started doing my makeup and my hair and lemme tell you that took too long. by the time i was done it was time to go to the party well it was my first college party and i wanted to look good. i barely have friends here.
Kobe: okay! are you ready?!? y/n: yep!
we started walking to the car bc the person threw the party at their apartment not on campus. and Kobe was lathering me with complements and i complemented him back. i tried my best to look as happy as possible. it's not like i wasn't happy i've just got stuff going on. Kobe: okay! we are here!
we walked up to the room and knocked on the door and we could already hear the music.
Kobe: Mike! wsp my boy! hey uhh y/n this is Mike, Mike this is Y/n y/n: hey mike mike:hey! come in.
holy shit. this place was packed. like full on the whole college was here. everywhere i looked there was someone either smoking weed, drinking, or nearly having sex with someone the other people were jus dancing but i'm pretty sure they were already nearly drunk
Kobe: you drink? y/n: nope and i definitely don't plan on it kobe: cmonnn i watch over you i won't let you drink too much. y/n: Kobe i- kobe: nvm it's okay i'll go get you some fruit punch or something y/n: okay
i sat down on the couch behind me and waited. i looked across the room and this dude was starting at me. i felt extremely uncomfortable so i just looked away. he started walking towards me and i was literally terrified ???: hey what are you doing here alone? y/n: i'm not alone i'm waiting on my bf... ???: well i'm martin. and you are? y/n: i'm y/n nice to meet you Martin. Martin: here take this drink y/n: oh i don't drink. sorry Martin: oh well that's lucky for you bc it's not alcoholic.
I just met this dude should i trust him...
y/n: oh thanks
i did it. i took the drink and i swallowed it down but it burned i thought maybe it was sprite or something... but immediately i started getting dizzy and i felt someone picking me up
y/n: hahaha where are we going? lol
yep i was definitely drunk and drugged
martin: shut up and stay quiet y/n: why are you gonna kill me if i don't hahahahaa martin put his hand over my mouth and stuck it in y/n: woah woah woah buddy stop stop! Now
even tho i was drunk i still knew what he was trying to do. i tried kicking him and all of that he just slapped me and went faster. it was painful. and i didn't want it to happen like this.
KOBE'S POV kobe: hey y/n- what?
where did she go? she was right here when u left. i knew i should've told her that there was a long line. what if she was mad at me?
Y/N'S POV
y/n: please stop i'm begging you martin: you talk a lot
i started screaming but the music was so loud. then the door opened. stupid ass didn't even lock the door. I mean if ur gonna rape someone at least lock the door. it was kobe. my whole world shattered. he looked really upset
y/n: KOBE HELP ME-
he slammed the door shut and walked away. i've never kicked someone so hard before. i got up and the whole world was blurry and i tried to find kobe and i tried to run out but i got to the door and completely blacked out.
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