𝘄𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁, 𝑛𝑐𝑡'𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑏𝑜𝑦

⇛ 𝖣𝖠𝖤𝖶𝖮𝖭 : 𝟥-𝟦 𝖯𝖬 | 𝖭𝖢𝖳 𝟤𝟦𝗁𝗋 𝖱𝖤𝖫𝖠𝖸 𝖢𝖠𝖬

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Shuffling on his bed, he looked at his phone before showing it to the camera with a smile.

"Everyone, it's 3PM and it's my time for relay cam." He tells as he was laying on his bed. "I actually don't know what to show you I'm sorry I completely forgot sooooo I'm gonna take you with me to the studio, where I actually work on some songs and things for me that I'm too shy to show."

Spending two minutes to get ready before leaving with his manager to go to the company and precisely his studio. He hummed songs in the car as he talked with his manager too.

Arriving at the company he made his way towards his small studio, lighting it up with the blue lights he enjoyed before sitting on the desk and open his computer.

"I actually recorded some things, like some demos but I don't think I should show you, it's still a lot messy." He explains soflty, his dimples popping out as he took a sip from his drink.

"I'm sorry I know I'm boring but I wasn't prepared for that relay came..." he huffs with a small pout.

"Let's play something for you to forgive me !" Daewon chirps.

He opens a file, ready to let his first demo being heard by the fans. He looked at the camera before pressing the play button, he listens to it carefully.

Piano could be heard, then violin and even more instruments. It could be already clear that it was a personal song and the lyrics proved it.

Tears on my face I can't take it
If lonely is a taste then it's all that I'm tasting
Do you hear my cry?
I cry, oh

Then a soft voice of female could be heard as he was singing too, it was a very personal song to him and the way he wrote it was the way he needed to be understood.

One thing that came totally unexpected since the fans heard him only once rap was his part.

In your arms? (Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, I feel like it's just me, feel like it's just me
What it gon' take? What it gon' be?
I don't even know (it's not just you)
But I'm lonely
Feeling like I don't even know me, I don't even know me
(I feel it too) Gotta have you gotta see you
(Yeah the only thing I have to think about
The only one I that can't live without) I see you
(I need you to hold me now)

His voice was low but not too much and it was melting perfectly with the song, the incredible vibes of what he needed to express.

"Okay... so you guys heard my first composition, it's still messy and I'm not even sure to publish it one day but that song has been very challenging and I was happy Seulgi noona sang with me."

The door suddenly opened with Lucas coming in with a warm smile, he waved softly at the camera before wrapping his arms around the boy.

"How much time is left ?" Xuxi asks his boyfriend.

Both of the boys were still careful because no one knew about their relationship except their bandmates, fans were suspecting it but didn't know.

"15 minutes I guess."

"Come on let's go grab a cake I wanna eat something before filming mine." He smiles soflty.

On the camera, both of the boys were laughing at they were eating the cakes, small glances and lovely smiles were shared which wouldn't go unnoticed by the fans.

"Guys it's going to be over, I'm really thankful to have you, thank you for following this hour with me and I hope I wasn't so boring. Thank you for supporting NCT! We love you~ bye bye!" He says before waving at the camera.

He shuts it off before leaning to peck his boyfriend's lips, smiling before he decides to go wayv's dorm, he wanted to see Bella and would certainly cuddle with her waiting for Xuxi to be back after.

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Update~

I'm sorry it took some time and that I haven't been active here,  I had to face a lot of shit those days and I'm exhausted at the point I want to sleep forever....  yeah kinda in that way...

Please take a good care of you, life is tough and it's hard.. but we can make it through.
Also I'm sorry Dae's relay cam isn't really amazing but I didn't really know what to do as I don't want to do the same for soyeon...

Reminder that you are loved, precious and wonderful. I love you always 💚