You move to the town of Sacramento after your dad left. You live out your rich kid teenage years with your bestfriend Jenna. What happens when you meet a boy, will it just be meaningless sex or teenage love?
there will be smut in this story but I w...
{an i literally j looked up cocinar affects for this }
We were high on the drugs by now. I stripped myself down to a tank top and skirt since I started feel hot. I was in this euphoric buzz not paying attention to my surroundings. I felt calm and light.
I felt confidence surge through my body and decided to ask Kyle "wanna go on the roof?" "yeah" He agreed. I grabbed his hand pulling him up the stairs to the attic. I opened the window and climbed out, Kyle following. We were both sitting and I started to feel cold. Thankfully I brought a blanket. I unfolded draping it over us. Kyle had to get pretty close and my heart rate went up. I convinced myself it was shirt the drugs and shook it off.
"You never see this any stars in LA." I said. "do you miss it?" he asked. "miss what?" I questioned "LA" "i don't know, I guess. I'm not loving how simple it is here though." I responded. He exhaled through his nose as a slight laugh. "That's the only thing I like about this shitty town. Simplicity." Kyle said. "yeah? It doesn't get boring? I like busyness, keeps it interesting ." "keeps it interesting or distracting." he said.
There was something about him that made me want to just open up. I knew it was probably his fuck boy charm or something. So, I just looked a him not responding. I took out out a cigarette lighting it. "I thought you don't roll your own cigarettes. Am I growing on you?" He smirked. I rolled my eyes "I'm not doing it because of you. I just... wanna be more organic." I shrugged.
As I looked out into the sky I leaned into him. This felt good, it felt safe. But of course every good moment comes to an end. Under us in the front yard Ben came stumbling puking his guts out. He claimed back inside walking out the front door to see if he was okay. "first time?" I questioned getting a yes from the boys. We took him in and gave him water.
"you all can just crash here tonight." I said since it was 2 AM. By four everyone's buzz died off and they were sound asleep, everyone except me and Kyle. "wanna watch a movie?" I asked. "sounds good." We headed to the media room sitting next to each other on the couch.
We chose the florida project to watch. Since we both saw it before we talked while it went as a background noise. "so, why do you hate chase so much? He steal a past girlfriend or something?" I asked genuinely curious. "First off i've never had a girlfriend second off it's just because of his inflated ego." He elaborated. "so you're telling me you don't have one either. You probably think you're some edgy teen who can get any girl by pretending you don't care." I said. "I don't pretend I don't care, I just don't care." He stated making me roll my eyes. "is that why you've never had a girlfriend?" I asked "Well have you ever had a boyfriend?" He replied with another question. "I don't have a boyfriend because I don't like the restraint, not because I don't care." I explained. We argued about this for a bit until we got bored of the topic.
"Can we just sleep here instead?" He asked. I agreed getting up to get a blanket.
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(i imagine smt like this for how they sleep on it )
We slept next to each other. I'm pretty sure he fell asleep fairly quickly, because he lasily put an arm around me, which I presume was done in his sleep. Even though it was, I felt butterflies in my stomach. I don't know why I fell this way, it's so abnormal.
I woke to a sleeping Kyle. Taking his hand off of me I made my way downstairs. Callie and Kaden were the only ones also up. I ordered us some breakfast and made iced coffee while I waited. In 30 minutes when it came everyone was now awake. Everyone ate and the band had to leave early to get their stuff for performing at the deuce.
After another half and hour everyone except Jenna left. She was just going to get ready at my house. I wore a turtleneck with a hoodie over it and some jeans. For accessories I wore a few rings, earrings, and a white headband. Jenna wore a floral summer dress.
We arrived and we were just in time as they were about to start playing. All of us walked to the front since there was a crowd around them. They started playing and a few songs later Kyle was gonna be the lead singer.
He went to front grabbing the mic, before the music even started I knew what song it was, cigarette daydreams. He started singing "Did you stand there all alone?Oh I cannot explain what's going down I can see you standing next to me." Finally we made eye contact but we didn't break it. We stared into each other's eyes. "You can drive all night Looking for answers in the pouring rain You wanna find peace of mind." He sang. I didn't actually realize how good he was. He looked away breaking me out of my trance. They did a few more songs and then were finished.
The band was packing up so we decided to get some coffee. I ordered oat milk brown sugar and a cake pop. I also got Kyle an americano, I didn't know if that what he drinks I just guessed. The drinks came and the band was packed up now. They came to where we were sitting. Kyle sat next to me on the end. "Here" I said handing him the drink. "what is it?" He asked. "americano." I answered. "why'd you get me that?" Kyle questioned. "Oh I just kinda guessed that's what you drink, is it?" I said. "maybe" He smirked taking a sip.
