2 Different Level (Completed)

Home (Lisa POV)

You probably think I already gave up on jennie. Well, I'm not. I just decided to stop myself from keep on appearing infront of her. It's alarming to see how difficult she looks dealing with my shit. So I made a decision to stop seeing her for a while. If this could make her feel better, than I'm willing to sacrifice my own feeling. Doesn't really matter if I'm having a hard time avoiding her, as long as she's okay. To be honest, I did stalked her like few times. But when I look at her face, it reminds me of that night, the night where she was begging for me to stop seeing her. It make me feel low. I guess I couldn't longer fix us. Maybe this is our fate. We're not meant to be. But jennie deserves to be happy, so no matter who's her partner in the future, I hope that person could really make her happy everyday. I wonder if she's okay now? I just hope she find peace after my disappearance.

I wouldn't lie I miss her everyday, its torturing that I couldn't longer see her upclose. I could only look at her picture to handle that pain. I wish I could see her again, and interact with her like our very first time but unfortunately we're completely broken. I could only sigh. Sometimes I'll cry alone in my bed from missing her. I ruined everything. But will it be any different if I didn't follow her parents command? I do believe we're still going to separate cause they clearly don't like me for having nothing. I can't believe my one and only love life could be so complicated. I wish people in this world will never be greedy chasing after standard and wealth. Its bothering.

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It's 9.30pm the moment I'm done doing my job. I'm currently locking the front door of my shop. But as soon as I turn around, I'm shocked and just froze. The person that I'm currently trying to avoid is now appearing infront of me. Upon looking at her figure my heart started to race. I observer her a little while. Her eyes are all puffy and she is crying. She look so devastated. I feel worried. What happened? Slowly I walk towards her to check on her condition. I stand a few steps away from her. I keep looking at her face feeling concern. "Its my parents. Is it?" she started to asked in between of her sobbing. I can't utter a single word because I'm too bothered by her current states. "the reason you took the scholarship" it took me by surprise as I heard her continue talking. My eyes widen. Who told her? Is it seulgi? Or irene? My heart started thumping so fast as I learn that she know the truth. I could only hum to her question. I'm feeling anxious. She started to run at me and hugging my body tight while crying so hard. It hurts me. I make her cry again. Hope this is the last time. Slowly I begin to embrace her small body. Suddenly I feel too overwhelmed by all of this. Finally I could hug her again after for so long. I couldn't contained my emotion and started to burst into tears. I miss her so much that it hurts. We keep hugging each other until we calm down. A moment later we pulled away, I then wiped the tears on her cheeks. I thought we're completely broken but only to know she's back in my embracement. I put a soft smile on my face as I stared into her eyes. It still feel the same. Soon I take a chance to kiss her forehead.

I hold jennie's hand as we drive back to my place. Jennie keep playing with my hand and once in a while placing it on her soft cheek. She is still emotional. I assumed she missed me so much. Just the way I missed her. Soon as we arrived in my place, I assist her to seat on my living room sofa by holding on her shoulders. As I was about to walk away to go to the kitchen, she suddenly grip my wrist while looking at my face. I don't know why but I can tell she is being sorry from her stares. Slowly I kneel on the floor right infront of her while caressing her cheek, I want to comfort her. Soon I hugged her body tight. Everything about her still feel the same. Her scent is so sweet. We pulled away a moment later. I don't know what got into me that I confidently lean forward aiming for her plump lips. You don't have any idea how nervous I feel since its been such a long time. My heart is beating like crazy. Soon as our lips touch, my mind goes blank. I'm lost. It feels like my heart is about to explode by the touch.

Things started to get intense as we deepen our kiss. It begin to get sloppy and wet once she decided to play tongue in between of our kiss and I did the same. Her lips taste so addictive. Since the living room is so quiet, I could only hear the sounds of our smooch and heavy breath. Its literally steamy and hot. Few moments later, I can feel jennie start to grab on my tshirt collar assisting me to be on top of her as she begins to lie on the sofa while still savouring my lips. We take our time savouring each other lips for a while. Her lips are so moist and soft. I take a chance to enjoy our kiss more by nibbling both of her upper and lower lips, trying to taste every inch of it. I can feel her fingers interlocking on my nape as we kiss. I put both of my hands in between of her head trying to avoid myself from putting my weight on her. We ended having an intimate session for hours.

"Thank you for not giving up on me" Jennie stated softly as she stared deeply into my eyes. "No. Don't say that I'll never stop loving you. Thank you for coming back home" I responded while gently smiling to her. We're both still naked under the blanket on the sofa after making love. I caresses her cheek for a bit before I started to kiss her lips again. And we're doing it again.