2 Different Level (Completed)

Guarded (Jennie POV)

I quit my job in the company a year after lisa dump me. I can't stay there. So many memories between us in the building which make it hard for me to move on. The company remind me a lot of Lisa and its not good for my condition. So I decided to follow my mother advice to open my on clothing line. Right now I am working hard to make my product to be recognized by local. So far it goes well.

You don't have any idea how difficult it is for me to mend my heart. I try so many efforts just to let that feeling away. I tried to hang out with somebody and even did a multiple dates. But none helps. It's crazy that I fall in love with lisa and thought she's the one. Honestly all this time Im not really affected by my previous break up experiences. But in lisa's case, its hard to put myself back together. Her disappearance makes me lost my direction. I'm in rage. I'm in grief. I'm extremely angry, and hoping for her to suffer more than I do. Right now whenever I think about her, I only feel loathe when as a matter of fact she used to be the most adorable person to me. But now everything has changed. Now I think she is the most irresponsible, ungrateful bitch that I hope never exist in this world. To me she's equall to all the bad behaviour. I just hope she'll never come back and stay outside of the country.

While I'm struggling with my emotion, irene is there for me. She is there to help me coping with my weak state. I'm so grateful that I have her in my life. She's such a supportive friend and I don't think I could do this all alone without her. Along the process I started to get better. I begin to learn to be independent on my own. I started to learn that I should focus with my life. I know I shouldn't waste my time suffering on stupid love. It only gonna make me looks fragile.

Three years has past.

Finally I could stand on my own. Now I'm pretty much capable to focus on my career. I'm capable to have fun. I started to socialise and be normal again. I started to flirt and sleep with someone that like. I feel ike I'm finally free from being a lovesick girl.

Regardless, my emotion started to crumble again. Today I'm interrupted by  familiar voice while I'm busy tidying up the clothes thats hanging in the wardrobe's boutique. "Hello how much is this?". So I turned around, I saw her. As expected. It's really her. She's that ungrateful girl that crushing my life. She's literally the caused of me being bombard by sorrowness. My breath started to hitch as she looked at me intently. I felt disgusted by her stares.

I'm astonished and super irritated. She didn't even seem embarrassed or guilty after putting a burden on my chest. I'm in disbelief. She's so shameless for coming here. Without thinking, I started to approach her and immediately grabing the clothes on her hand while putting it back on its place. I started to push her chest hard to drive her away out of my boutique. She seems shocked by my agressive manner. She probably think I will be happy to see her again. But NO! I hate her so much that I want to slap her face. Soon I managed to push her out of my boutique as I slammed the door hard infront of her. I'm beyond annoyed and disgusted.