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It's the smallest things that matters the most.
And The habits you have when you wake up in the morning. The way you appreciate every sunrise and sunset. The way you love. And What kind of people you allow to stay in your life. And The way you notice how much things can affect you, the more you will be sensitive to your needs. No matter how many people discourage you, never forget to listen to your self. Follow your heart and do whatever you want to do. Life is too short to spend it being unhappy.
As I've watched the clock turn its head to 4:00 o'clock pm.
I hurriedly drove and went to the kids school
I still have 30 remaining minutes to talk to him and I can't let this day pass to happen
at hindi nga ako nagkamali, tanaw na tanaw ko agad si Russo na nakaupo sa waiting area
Hindi niya agad ako napansin kaya napahinga ako ng malalim
"R-russo?" I said
kaya napa angat siya ng tingin
He smiled. He genuinely smile at me
wala na yung dating Russo na maangas at mayabang
He looks like more a family man
"Hi? Kamusta? It's been awhile" he said
"I-im good kayo pala ni Patty" nasabi ko nalang
"Ah that, yeah" napakamot nalang sa batok niya
Ngumiti lang ako
"I'm sorry" he said
"why are you saying sorry?" I ask him
"Because I cheated, we cheated, ni Patty, but I will always love you Althea, you have a big special place in my heart at hindi magbabago yun, at maiintindihan ko kung hindi mo kami mapapatawad..."
and then he shread a lot of tears
kaya I gave him a friendly hug
"Oh Russo, kahit Hindi mo sabihin ay patatawarin parin kita, You are my first love, my best love and those memories I had with you, pinahahalagahan ko iyon,....besides hindi lang naman ikaw ang may Kasalanan, because I learn to love someone and I love him now even more..."
I said while wiping my tears
"I-i see can i atleast know your address or what your phone number is para madalaw ka naman namin together with our friends and with Patty....okay lang ba? Namimiss kana nila Althea" Tanong niya
I nod, "ofcourse. may paper and pen ka ba? wala kase akong phone eh, bigay mo nalang number mo tas ibibigay ko yung address namin sayo...." I said
sakto yung pag tunog ng bell ng matapos kaming magbigayan, nagsilabasan na agad Yung mga Bata
"Papa! Papa! Look I got 3 stars po"
a very cute girl run towards us, nagpaampon ito Kay Russo
"Niña Rose meet your Tita Althea, a Friend of mine...."
He said kissing her cheeks
The girl shyly glance at me and say her hi
I bid my goodbye to them as they go and ride with Russo car
...
"so that's why you aren't home, nakikipag landian ka ALTHEA, mag uusap tayo mamaya..." Nemesis gritting his teeth while looking at me
He drag me at pinasakay sa kotse niya
nandito narin si Nice, Nickel and Nate
Nagulat pa ang mga ito ng Makita ako, magsasalita pa sana sila ng mapansing wala sa mood ang daddy nila
nang makarating kami sa bahay ay hinatak niya ako papasok sa kwarto bago i-lock ang pinto
He pushed me to the edge of the bed
"Ano ba? Nemesis, magpapaliwanag ako.." sigaw ko
"You disobeyed me, You dissapoint me baby...." while looking at me intently
Dahan dahan itong tinanggal ang sinturon, bago hinubad ang lahat ng suot, only wearing his boxer brief
he dive into our bed, and hug me, he lock me with his feet and his arms
"I miss you...akala ko mawawala kana saakin...." He whisper
my heart beats faster
"Are you afraid of losing me?" I ask him sweetly
And start caressing his soft hair
"damn! more than scared baby, all of you is mine, dapat ay akin kalang, you are destined to be with me...." He said
"Im sorry kung Hindi ako nagpaalam sayo love, baka lang kase di mo ako payagan, i need to talk to Russo, for our closure..."
"I'm sorry, I love you..." I said and burried my face on his neck
"I don't like you doing that again, I want to know everything about you, everything you do, because that's how I care for you baby.."
Niyakap pa ako nito ng mahigpit
"okay love, I gave our address to Russo, they want to visit us here with my friends....okay lang ba?" I asked
Hindi ito nagsalita, tila malalim ang iniisip
"I love you..." And gave him a peck of his lips
He kiss back, yung mas matagal
"I love you too...."
...
"Mommy! can you help me with my essay, it's about introducing our self and our everyday life... Di ko po Alam kase kung paano sasabihin, ghadd I really hate this subject, I prefer math ....." Nice while rolled her eyes
manang mana talaga ito sa Ama, unlikely with Nickel & Nate, who seems to like both English, Science and Math, kahit saan naman matalino at magaling sila
Alam ko naman na Hindi ito gagawin ni Nice Kaya ako na Ang nagtapos sa Gawain niya
"Next time, ikaw na ang gagawa, I will buy you English books para matuto kang magsulat at magbasa.....oh siya let's eat na, tawagin muna mga kapatid mo"
I said
I cooked there favorite ulam na sinigang, kaldereta, and Blueberry cheesecake for the dessert
"Yeheyy! Yum yum! Ulam" tuwang tuwang Saad Ni Nickel and Nate
my husband kiss me on my lips before sitting beside me
Gusto niyang sa isang Plato nalang kami kumain, para daw makatipid kami
susubuan niya ako, at susubo rin siya at maya mayang nagnanakaw ng halik
I blush, kahit kelan talaga Nemesis, Wala Kang kakupas kupas
You always make me blush
"Yuck Mommy Daddy.." Nice said in Unison
Kaya natatawa nalang kami
Hindi pa nga nakuntento ang loko dahil nung nag dessert kami, kinandong niya ako sa hita niya at sinubuan ng sinubuan
"AH! baby ako naman Dali" Sabi niya
nakabukas na ang bunganga, umirap ako dito ng pabiro bago ngumiti
"Here's come the airplane baby boy! Mwuah" I kiss him
Kaya lasang lasa ko yung blueberry cheesecake sa lips niya
Natameme naman ito at nagulat sa ginawa ko
Only to whisper me na
"mamaya ka saakin baby!" pakindat kindat pa ito Kaya natatawa nalang ako
