“I wanna be the shooting stars you've been waiting to fall each night that bursts into dreamdusts until it vanishes into beauty, sprinkling my memories into your hair and maybe just maybe, you'll find my sparkles fine with yourself.
and after i'll be gone from existence, maybe the constellation where I was drawn before will soon find a new star to fill my home therefore to complete your nights without my light.
but i'm still wishing with my moondust that you may never leave my name behind and always remember it everytime you'll find my ashes up the sky.”
[ stardust of mine ]
White Roses For My Lady, Goodmorning I love you my wife ~Nemesis
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Agad akong napangiti at inamoy agad yung Rosa's na bigay niya
may pa breakfast in bed pa.
Naligo ako at nag ayos na bago lumabas at bumaba
Only to find Charlie, comfortably watching TV in our Sofa
And when He sees me, He smile and greet me
"Nasa Pool ang mga bata, together with the twins,
Jovial and Javi...." he said
Tumango lang ako
"Kumain kana ba? Where's Nemesis pala?"
He nodd and say
"Nasa Work pa, half day lang ang mga bata Kaya dumiretso na ako dito sainyo....."
binuksan ko ang reff, only to find my Favorite Carbonara and Egg Tuna sandwich
Kaya natakam agad ako, binigyan ko Rin si Charlie para may kadamay ako kumain
bago umupo ng medyo malayo sakaniya
"Kamusta?" He ask
"Okay lang, kayo ng mga bata? is being single parent is hard?"
I said
"Mahirap, malungkot, pero kakayanin, sila nalang meron ako eh...sana nga lang ay ganyan nalang sila,...nakakalungkot ding mag isa...."
Charlie became emotional, alam ko naman, ramdam ko naman na malungkot siya
"Ano ka ba, nandito kami, Hindi ka nag iisa...you are always welcome here Charlie...." I said
"When my girlfriend died parang nawalan na din ako ng buhay pero nung malaman ko na may anak pala kami, nabuhayan uli ako, tuwing nakikita ko sila, nakikita ko rin siya, they remind me of her....." he said sadly
Charlie seems so emotionally and mentally broken
Gusto ko man siyang tulungan ay wala din akong magagawa sa sitwasyon niya
"Can I hug you? I badly need it someone now...." He ask
Tumango lang ako, kaya when I offer my arms with him
Ay niyakap niya agad ako ng mahigpit and started crying heavily
"Thank you, Thank you so much Althea for being there for me...Your Husband is a Lucky one...." He whisper
Napiyok pa nga ito, kase todo ito kung makaiyak sa balikat ko
"Let's eat na..." Tinapik tapik ko pa ito sa likod
at nung mahimasmasan siya ay dinaluhan niya narin ako sa pagkain
nang maramdaman naming umaambon ambon sa labas, ay agad naming tinawag ang mga bata
dito kami sa Sala, gutom na gutom at pagod na pagod sa kakalaro
Kaya binigyan ko sila ng meryenda, yung kinakain din namin kanina chaka mainit na Milo dahil sa malamig na panahon
