SakuAtsu - Please, Don't Do This [COMPLETED]

Chapter 24 - Surviving on My Own

Dedicated to MylifeasAza
Sorry for the wait, here's the next chapter <3 (like I said, there's Atsumu in it 😌, hope you like it)
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Also, hey guys, I realize that my chapters are getting longer and longer, but I feel bad cutting the content in two 😅 So I hope you don't mind...
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Anyway, I'm back to give you your weekly dose of angst! Without further ado, enjoy <33
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Atsumu's chest hurts.

Atsumu's head hurts.

Atsumu's eyes hurts.

Everything hurts.

Even breathing hurts.

The farther he is from the police station, the more his body hurts.

Every minute he spends in that car feels like an hour.

It's like an invisible hand is gripping his heart, and with each passing second that grip becomes tighter and tighter.

It's like a parasite is consuming him, and slowly but surely, his body begins to rot.

Atsumu clenches his fists to stand the pain, but it doesn't really do anything.

There's nothing he can do to stop it.

The only thing that will make him feel better is to see Sakusa.

And he knows that it's also the only thing that he can't do.

Atsumu: <Stop thinking about him>

Atsumu: <Stop thinking about him, you idiot!>

Atsumu: <You've dumped him, he's no longer a part of your life>

Atsumu: <There's no need to think about him anymore>

Atsumu: <This is for the best...>

Atsumu: <This is for the best...>

Atsumu: <You're doing this for him...>

Atsumu: <This is for his sake...>

Atsumu: <You can't go back there...>

Atsumu: <You can't go back and ruin his life>

Atsumu: <You'll just hold him back>

Atsumu: <You can't burden him even more than you already do>

Atsumu: <Living in his house, bothering him with your calls, forcing him to dates, how much more trouble you want to cause him? Anyone who lives with someone like you would've been fed up since long ago...>
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Atsumu: *pauses*

Atsumu: <Ne... Omi-kun... Did you feel that way about me?>

Atsumu: <Why didn't you tell me sooner?>

Atsumu: <Why did you put up with all of my shits?>

Atsumu: <Why didn't you tell me to leave?>

Atsumu: <Did you feel bad for me?>

Atsumu: <Were you worried that I couldn't survive on my own?>
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Atsumu: *sighs* <What are you thinking about? Of course, he's worried>

Atsumu: <You're the one who always worries him...>

Atsumu: <You're the one who always asks his help for everything>