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"Are you Crying?" So Mun asked me worriedly.
"N-no, Why would I?" I shook my head in denial.
"Just the way you stutter and the way you sniffle your nose tells me that you're crying" He took a seat beside me, accompying me.

"Why are you crying?" He asked still looking at the sky.
"I can't answer you that"
"Oh so you're really crying" He mumbled, but I still can hear it.
Silence took over and so is the awkward atmosphere.

I took deep breaths waiting for him to smash the silence. But I guess he wouldn't so I decided I will.

"Do you know why I almost like came here rarely?" I blurted out

"Why?"

"Because this is the last moment/memory I had with my family" I smiled sadly

"Oh I'm sorry"

"No! Don't be"

"I know what it feels like to lost a family"

"Yeh... Ever since I was a kid I always wanted to have a younger sibling, and Ha-young came" I said

"Well, I kinda wished too to have a younger sibling but you know what happened already" he said

"I'm sorry" I said, for the first time to him

"Wait Did I just hear that correctly?" He asked innocently

"Forget it"

"You know, I just came from the restaurant and Ms. Chu is so worried about you" He said finally looking at me.

"I don't care if she's worried, she's not my mother" I said harshly looking  at So Mun's eyes.

I can see his eyes glistening, that my reflection can be seen in it.

"Yah!?" He yelled
"What!?" I yelled back
"I've called you many times , how can you just shout at me!" He said his tone rising up but not too loud like last time.

I just let out an 'o' face not knowing what to do.
"Are you that in love with me that you've got to stare at my face, as if I'm going to kiss you?" He asked with a cheesy tone.

"Damn, How did you know?" I said sarcastically or maybe not?
"Wait you're not joking?" He asked dumbly
I ignore him and walked away, with him following my back and asking me if I'm not joking or not.

"You know what?!?" I said frustrated.
I look back and his chest bumped at my forehead hard causing us to fall to the pavement. Our lips inches away.

I don't know what happened but all I hear now is my heart thumping faster.
Oh Heart, Am I faling inlove with him?

I stand up immediately, standing awkwardly.

"You know if you didn't look back maybe we wouldn't be in this situation" He said brushing away the dust in his pants.

"Oh, So you're blaming it on me?" Now I almost reach my limit.

"No it's not like that, Just forget what I said" He said frustrated.

I didn't expected him to be annoyed but I like this new side of him better.

"Nuna, I'm sorry" He apologized

"For what?"

"For-"

"Now! Where were you Do Hana" Ms. Chu exclaimed interrupting So Mun speaking my name each syllable.

We didn't notice we had arrived infront of the restaurant, facing a furious Ms. Chu

I hate it when Ms. Chu show this side of her, Aishhh. I guess I have to dealt with it, Oh wait why would I? It's not like my fault or anything.

"Why do you have to always run away? Huh?" She asked worriedly

"I need some fresh air" I tried to walked past her but she held my shoulder firmly. Right! I forgot she's strong too.

"Let's talk about this later" She gritted her teeth. I nodded and walked to my room in a fast pace.

"Pheww" I wiped my sweats in my forehead.

Thank God! She didn't do any violence on me. Not yet...

Later on......

"Hana-ah! Dinner Time!" Ms. Chu knocked

"Just for a sec!"

I put my reading glasses and my book at my nightstand table.

It doesn't mean a bad girl can't read books okay?? It's my habit.

I rushed outside, heading towards the dining table.

"What's for dinner Ms. Chu?" I asked, Sitting beside Sunbae, even though I bursted infront of him, I'm really not angry at him tbh.



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