~Ghostnap~ Dreamnap

Death

George's pov

I knocked to Sapnap's room door.

no response.

I knocked again "Sapnap? Can I come in?"

Again, no response.

I think he is not a sleep because is 6 pm. But. Why he didn't eat breakfast? Why he didn't even leave his room today?

Suspicious.

Sapnap always say hi to me, every day. Today he didn't do that. I think he didn't even eat today.

Too quiet. I feel alone but I know he is in house. Right?...

I'm thinking, he will not be upset if I will check what he's doing. I took deep breath. I don't know why but I'm nervous. It's only my best friend's room so why?

I placed my hand on handle. I am really nervous. I can feel it. I took another breath in and out and I pressed the handle. The door open with a creak. Sapnap was always too lazy to oil them. And I never did that. Maybe I was too lazy too.

In his room is... dark? His room is always bright and with light. That's even more suspicious... I felt weird smell. It is familiar but it's not definitely Sapnap's smell. I'm nervous even more. I know this smell but I don't know from where.

"Sapnap?..." I asked but I didn't get response. I'm starting to move forward. His room was always warm and bright, but now?... It was cold and dark. I'm feeling as if I was in someone's grave...

I hate this feeling.

"Sapnap... Are you here?..." I asked again but still no response. I'm feeling so weird. I want to run from here. This place have dark, and sad aura. I don't want to be here.

My thoughts were interrupted by the appearance of a figure in the dark. I took out torch and slowly I'm getting closer to the figure. I noticed that it was hanging from the ceiling. "Sapnap it's that you?..."

I illuminated the figure standing in front of me but more... body...

The body of my best friend hung from the ceiling... Sapnap's body... I can't move. I almost can't breathe. This can't be true. He can't. I was sure he was okay.

I dared to approach him. Somehow I took his body from ceiling. He is cold. He is too cold. He is too dead. Tears filled my eyes. I know enough to tell he's been dead for several hours. It's imposible to help him now. How I didn't notice?

"Sapnap... Please... Don't leave me..." I started crying. Why him. Why... He was good person... He did nothing bad in his whole life. "Nick please... No... You can't... Not now... You're to young to die!..." Please him no sense. He is dead. He can't even hear me. I huged him. "No... N-no please... Sapnap... Don't leave me... No, no, no, no, no! NO!..."

I noticed his body had some blood on it. But I don't care. I can't accept the fact that he's dead. "Sapnap please say something..." Of course, no response. "One last time... One last time I want to hear your voice... Even if you gonna laugh from me... Anything... Please..." It's stupid. Why I'm saying this. He is dead, he can't hear me, he can't say anything. But... Why he did that? I know he had mental breakdown because Dream left us, but that's not a reason to kill yourself... He always tried to smile and be happy, but it was a lie. He was depresed, sad, alone, even if I was with him. But I wasn't enough for him. They took part of him. More he took part of him. He I mean Dream of course. We were always together. We were best friend. I still love Dream, of course like friend, nothing more. But... I think he didn't think what effect this will have on Sapnap. Of course I was sad too, but not so much like him.

He was broken... He didn't eat for two days. He didn't talk much. He was like without a soul... WHY I DIDN'T HELP HIM?! What the fuck is wrong with me?... He was.. No... He is my best friend and I didn't help him... I'm so fucking stupid... I tried to ignore that... I tried to ignore that he was depressed... I knew it... His smile and good mood... It all was just a mask... A mask what he created to hide his feeling... And I didn't break it...

I'm terrible friend...

"So I think it's over...." I smiled softly. "I'm so sorry Sap... I couldn't safe you... I couldn't.... I tried to ignore that you was depresed... I knew that you was... Even if we had so much good time together.... I hope in the other life you will remember us... Your friends will miss you..." I looked to his face again. His dead face. "One last time..." I can't take this anymore. I hid my face in his chest and started crying even more. "I'm so sorry!... For everything what I did to you in your life!... For that I stole your items one day... For every time I yelled at you... For every fight we had... I'm really sorry... And now you're dead... Why... You didn't deserve this..." I couldn't stop crying. It was too much for me. I have lost my two best friends and what I'm gonna do now? I don't have anyone in my life now... "I'm so sorry..." I couldn't say anything else to him. I felt so alone right now but...

"George...?"