Safe With You

Chapter 11

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"So how have you been", he asked.

So right now we were in an expensive Italian restaurant. He brought me here after work, and obviously I'm feeling a bit insecure because I'm still in my waitress outfit with a worn out sweater on. I looked homeless compared to everyone else.

" Awm I've been good, I have a decent job and Rain is growing up so fast, she called me mom and oh yea I am saving up to give you your money back, I haven't breached there yet but I'm trying....you'll get it all back I promise just give me....",

"If you give me back the money I gave to you Sym I'm going to lock you in my house and make you have my kids", he grumbled loud enough for me to hear.

That shut me up.

" Now, you know damn well that money is yours, your just stubborn. I just want you to have everything you need...there is about a million dollars in that bank account, I've been waiting for you to spend that money so I could add more but after you settled down you didn't touch back that card. I need you to know that the money is your Sym....I need to see the money in that account moving or else I'm moving you and Rain to my house, no questions asked",

"You can't do that", I told him. I knew he could but I'm not ready to even be in the same house as a man. He'll to the no.

" Watch me Symphonique, now eat up, your too skinny for my liking",he said with a serious stern face which made me clenched my thighs. Damn I'm wet.

Wait, did this f**$er just call me skinny because I am far from that.

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"Thanks for dinner", I said as he parked in front of my apartment building.

"" Come on, I wanna see Rain", he got out of his car and came to my side and opened mine.

Hand in hand we walked up the steps to my apartment.

Opening the door I heard my baby.

"Mama", she jumped up and down in Anna's hand.

" She didn't want to sleep until she saw you", Anna said giving Rain to me.

"Well thanks Anna, I promise to pay you tomorrow after I come home from work", I told her.

" No no it's okay Sym Mr. Gonzalez paid me for the entire y.....",

"Hey Anna its getting kinda late, you should go", Daviano said cutting her off.

Did he....

" Oh yea....ok bye....see you later Rain..bye Sym", she said hurrying to the door and closing it behind her.

"How much money did you pay her Daviano", I asked in a harsh tone. His ass better not pay her a lot of money.

" I paid her enough to last her a year", he sighed out.

"Are you mad....why the .......f word you do that for", i said realizing that Rain was right here in my arms. She already feisty as he'll, don't need her cursing at me too.

" Look...it was no big deal",

"What do you mean it was no big deal, you can't just stroll up in my life and start handing out money for all my problems like that Daviano ......its my life....let me handle my money problems and you go handle yours", I said and went to put Rain in her crib. She was sleeping right now.I swear that girl falls asleep every and anywhere.

Walking out I went to go change in the bathroom. Taking of my sweater and my shirt ....I started to stair at myself in the mirror, it was not a pretty sight.

I looked weak and tired out.

I also looked like I haven't slept in months.

I've been finding it hard to sleep because of how traumatized I've been about my past.

" You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen", I forgot he was still her

"What are you still doing here Daviano",I asked as he walked up behind me and stared at me through the mirror.

" I'm sorry, I shouldn't have paid her so much money, forgive me for wanting to care of the person I want to be mine", he said rubbing his hands down my arm and kissing my neck, earning a soft moan from me.

I've been horny lately and this could really release the pressure.

"Why do you treat me like I'm the only girl in the world", I whispered to him. I really want to make sure that he's just for me and no one else.

"Because that's what you are for me, the only girl that I want....ever since I saw you I knew that your the one that I wanted. Not wanted but needed, you weren't after my money nor fame, you just wanted to be loved and that's what I want to give you Sym...I want to love you and treat you right. I know you've been through some tuff shit and trust me it turns me on to know that you've went through all that and your still standing strong. I need you Symphonique and I know you need me too".

He's damn right

I do need him.

The question is, do I really give my heart to this guy knowing that maybe just maybe he'll end up breaking it into pieces.

Sigh.