When you feel safe with a person for the first time in your life, letting go is not an option.
Being abused, beaten, manipulated, raped and sold for most of her life -
Symphonique Suarez
Being heart broken, rich, taken for granted, cold hearted, unl...
I protested on going to his house with him. I really just want to be on my own right now. I was finally gonna be free nut he just had to swoop in and save me.
Damn the one time I can get out of this hell hole.
After protesting for so long, I decided to give up and now I was in his black shiny, clean car. Did I say clean?
I thought I was ruining the seat by just sitting on it.
I can't tell the last time I've been in a car. I was secretly praying that Rein didn't puke or poop right now. She was in my arms being a little fussy, with her eyes wide open and bright, her face scrunching up when she feels the cool air against her. She woke up a little after leaving the house and started talking baby talk, it was so cute. I adored her. She was the cutest little baby ever.
"How old is she?", he asked.
" She turned one last month" I smiled remembering the memory. Lilly took her out and took a picture and printed it for.me so I could have it with me at all times.
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She is so cute.
Lilly treats her like she was her own. I really liked her for that.
"Do you know her father", he asked. Should I even answer that. The question just made me feel like I am a whore. I've been called that for half of my life and thinking about it. Just brings back the pain I've felt in that house. Of course I didn't know her father. So many men have raped me. I lost track when it started to get worse.
" No", I whispered and immediately tears start running down my face.
" Hey hey, its ok , I'm sorry I asked. It sounded better in my head", he said sincerely .
"Its ok", I said, really not in the mood to think about the pain I'm going through." What do you want from me", I asked. No one saves a person and then wants nothing in return. People like that don't exist.
"What are you talking about?, I want nothing from you Sym. I'm not a rapist. I'm just trying to help you out. You've been through a lot. You don't have proper clothes, you don't have baby food or much clothes for your baby, pampers and all. I haven't been this nice to a person since college so please just accept my kindness", he angrily said.
I was a bit scared, but my heart was really telling me to trust him but my head was saying a totally different shit.
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. We finally reached his house and let me tell you it was so big like damn.
