Never thought i'd feel so hollow inside.
I'm living my live as a video-game character.
It's like I'm on autopilot, and not being able to escape.
Faking my emotions to get through the day.
Let all the tears and screams break through when I'm alone.
I feel numb.........
Nothing I do makes me feel genuine emotions.
If my friends laugh or make a joke........ No genuine smile.
Do I feel proud if I finish my art assignment? Nope nothing.....
I feel like I'm a freak....
Different from the others.....
Even tho differences make you unique, it makes me question my life even more...
Emptiness is what I describe myself as.
The embodiment of emptiness is what I am....
People don't change......
Their all cruel beings who don't deserve any mercy at all.....
Hell, even I did things nobody can forgive.....
I wish dead upon myself and every other living being called humans.....
Spare the world of ever creating such ruthless creatures...........
Being numb really does the trick I guess......
