Alarm there's some strong language in this poem,also my poems are based of real life events i went through
Ever since i first met you,i fell in love....
It was our first year in highschool.....
We matched together perfectly.....
You the kind but agressive type...
Me the scared but confident type....
We soon became friends....
Me hoping it would never end....
My feelings for you only grew and grew....
Till i finally had the courage to confess to you....
I told you i liked you....
But you said you weren't ready for a relationship yet....
I accepted it and tried to forget....
But i never did....
Soon i met someone new....
Someone kind and caring....
We were never seen without each other....
Till i introduced her to you....
You guys became closer than ever in only a month....
I had to watch from the side lines,how you two were laughing and joking....
I talked to you about it how i felt left behind.....
But did you care? No......
Also that promise was fake....
After the end of first grade i tried to confess to you again,only to get the same response..
"Im not ready for a relationship yet,but maybe later i will and i'll definitly be your girlfriend"....
Again an empty promise.....
At the start of our second year in highschool i wanted to confess again because i was pretty sure you were ready....
But then i saw you walk in with her.....
I was heartbroken.....
You were walking hand in hand with her....
With my own god damm friend i made on the end of first grade....
I tried my best to hold back the tears....
But they just flew down my cheeks....
You even asked me why i was crying.....
And i just asked"since when are you dating her..."
"After the first year of school end!"you replied happily....
You fucking told me you weren't ready!!....
And yet here you are dating someone else after you said you'll date me?....
I just forced out a smile and said im glad she found someone.....
When i got home i closed the door,locked it,kicked out my shoes and cried my eyes out after a long day of smiling.....
And it was that moment i knew........
I'd be scared to fall in love.....
