Chapter 20

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Luke dragged me back to his place and closed the door behind us as he turned his light on.

"You're such an idiot" I sighed. He turned around and walked closer to me.

"Trust me, I know. I've known since that day at the beach. You didn't even let me finish what I was gonna say. I was gonna tell you that I didn't mean it at first, I wanted to tell you how much you meant to me, how much I adored you. But instead you left and it killed me inside. Ever since then my whole lifes turned upside down, I've become an alcoholic, I've been doing drugs. I even got fucking depressing tattoo's. I don't just love you Becca, I'm in love with you. You're my whole fucking world okay, I worship you, I've never shown it before but now I want to. You're my princess and I can't get enough of you okay? When I first saw you I knew I wanted to fuck you so hard until you screamed my name, and now, I want you to be the one who I can hold in my arms and protect, I wanna give you everything because you deserve the world, you deserve better than me. I'm in love with you" luke said on the verge of tears. I sighed and took his hands in mine.

"Luke.. I love you, just remember that even when I'm pissed as hell I still love you more than anything, and I need you to know that" I whispered.

"I've missed you, so bad" he whimpered. He quickly pulled me into his arms as he buried his head into my neck. I wrapped my arms around him as he picked me up.

"I know we're gonna do it, but, I'm gonna make love to you, I'm gonna appreciate you" he whispered into my ear. He carried me into his bedroom as he placed me down onto his bed and lay me down as he hovered over me.

"Oh fuck you're beautiful" he said looking down at me.

"Daddy" I whispered.

"No babe. Not daddy. I'm not daddy tonight, I'm just yours" he whispered to me. He slowly pulled my dress off of me as he placed it down carefully on the floor.

"I've missed this body, I've dreamt about this body, now I can give it the attention it deserves, I can give you what you deserve" he said. He leaned down to my stomach and closed his eyes as he began kissing it, moving up really slowly. His hands moved to my waist as he began to stroke it with his thumbs. He's never been like this before. He reached around my back to the back of my bra and took it off, leaving my chest bare for him.

"Beautiful. So.. So beautiful" he whispered. He kissed around my boobs as he started to kiss upwards again until he got to my neck.

"I don't wanna give you the wrong impression, I need love and affection. And I hope I'm not sounding too desperate, I need love and affection" he sung to me. He kissed up my jaw and to my cheek until his face hovered over mine.

"Sing to me" he whispered, moving back down to my neck kissing it softly as he played with my hair.

"Oh baby, I'm not asking for the world, maybe you can give me what I want baby come hold me tight and when I'm drowning save me, give it to me on a daily. If I'm your girl say my name boy let me know I'm in control. We've both grown so how we feel we can let it show. I won't play around, I wanna lay you down, I need you now. I need you now" I sung. He kissed his way down to my stomach as he looked up at me.

"I don't wanna give you the wrong impression, I need love and affection, and I hope I'm not sounding too desperate, I need love and affection. Love, love, love. Love and affection, love, love, L-O-V-E-E-E and affection" he sung.

"Boy lately, you've been stingy with your time, got me wondering, I'm wondering if I'm on your mind. Boy I just wanna be in your possession, you say I'm the one you want so come express it. Don't slip, don't slip. Cause you might push up on it. Don't really wanna loose this moment. Why window shop when you own this? I don't put it down. I don't fuck around. I want you now I want you now" I sung. He smiled up at me as he moved his way back up to my head and to my ear.

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