What Lies Within(Editing)

chapter 20

She didn't even give me the chance to talk.

It's about Naseer. I believe you know that. Muna I've understood you and I've agreed with your reason But what I want you to know is that Naseer cares about you. I know how arrogant he can be that's why I am telling you this. He is the type of person that is arrogant and doesn't bother about love or things like that. What I am trying to say is, since he told you he loves you and let down his guards for you muna he loves you. I can see it in his eyes. I am not trying to back him but try to consider what I said. She paused a little then continued. I want you to marry him not just because he loves you or you also love him but because I want you to change him. You are the only one that can change him and I want you to consider yourself in this situation because it shows clearly that you also love him.

The carpet never seem to be interesting to stare till today.

Muna Naseer will never hurt you. He might be arrogant and mean but he doesn't do it to whom he loves. But... it's okay if you don't want to give him a chance I don't want want to be wicked by making you do what you don't want.

I spoke for the first time" Mami I know ya Naseer will not hurt me and Insha Allah I will talk about it with Ummah.

It's okay muna if you don't want to I can't be selfish by making you do what you don't want. It's almost magrib I believe you're done with dinner aren't you?

Yes am done but yet to set the table.

Just go and set the table dear. Said mami her faces shows she isn't happy with my decision.

But mami if you want I can do it for you. I don't want to make you sad. I can give him chance if you want.

Ah No please don't do that to me what do you think I will be considered as? Selfish so please just leave it Go and set the table and Go home early you know public transport isn't available when it's magrib time.

I gave her an apologetic look. She mashed her lips together shaking her head meaning it's nothing to worry about. I know she feels bad but I am just sorry. I went out of the room feeling bad
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Muna hurry go and buy this vegetables since Tim Tim isn't back yet. Yelled Ummah from her room.

Okay coming. I said grabbing my hijab. I entered Ummah's room to collect the money. It's been long that I didn't go to work because they all traveled. I took my way to the place and due to the cue of people I saw there, I have to spend almost 30 minutes there. I bought it and almost fought with the woman selling the allayahu because she was trying to give people that came after me. So I talked to her and she was trying to tell me nonsense. I left the place angrily after arguing with her. Don't misunderstand me. I am not the type that argues with everyone or fights on the road. No I am the type of person that can't tolerate nonsense and I was moody because Mother Nature visited me. You know only girls can relate. A maroon Range Rover in front of our house caught my attention. It was tint glass so I couldn't get the chance to see who was inside. Ugh I wonder why they put these tint glasses. It's so annoying. I entered the house still looking at the car and mistakenly bumped into something. I didn't even check to see who it was I yelled "What sort of nonsense is this? Can't you see? As I said earlier I was moody and right now I feel like slapping everyone except Ummah and Tim Tim of course. In fact I can even slap Tim Tim now. There was no response so I raised my head up just to see Ya Naseer smiling. I scratched the back of my head using my hijab

Uh-oh so it was you ya Naseer I didn't know. He laughed looking at me.

For God sake how will you know that I am the one after while you are moody today.

Huh how did you know am moody? I asked with surprise.

Even though you are a little bit feisty, but not up to this so definitely you must be moody besides why won't I know when my one and only is moody..