Chapter 4

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Louis' POV:

"Addilyn why would you agree to that. Seriously, you're gonna be miserable. Can you please explain to us why you did that." I said as we walked into our apartment. She was walking ahead of all us lads with her head down.

"Louis it's not as big of a deal as you're making it out to be, just leave it." She wouldn't even turn around to look at me as she was talking.

"Except Addilyn it is because you just agreed to give up majority of your solos. Which some are songs you wrote." If I'm being completely honest she kind of annoyed me by agreeing to what Simon said.

How dare Simon even ask her that. Put her down when she is an asset to this band. I know for a fact she's taken his words to heart and is beating herself up believing all the lies he fed her.

"Louis I said I know what I agreed to okay. Just leave me alone." Addilyn walked off to her room and slammed the door.

"Just give her time to cool down, we all know Simon said something that got to her. She will tell us eventually, come on like it's Addilyn that girl tells us everything." Liam was right she will tell us eventually but I really want to know now, it's bugging me not knowing what's hurting her.

Addilyn's POV:

I was laid in bed just staring at my ceiling, not crying, not laughing, not smiling, nothing, just staring. I heard the boys out in the kitchen. I was thankful that they were leaving me alone, I needed time to think.

I know I shouldn't have agreed to the deal with Simon but it's too late now. There's nothing I'd be able to do to change his mind.

I hear a knock on my door but I don't answer, I just lay still.

"Hey Addi it's me, Liam, can I come in?" I hear Liam's voice faintly through the door.

I clear my throat then call out a faint 'yeah', and Liam comes in and closes the door behind him.

"Are you alright? You've been in here since we got back and that was 3 hours ago." I looked into his eyes that were filled with worry.

I sighed and sat up next to Liam. "I know I shouldn't have agreed to Simon's deal, and I know you and the boys don't want to sing some of my solo's but it's done now so we just need to move on, okay?"

"No Addi it's not okay, you just gave up your chance to show the world how absolutely amazing your voice is, all because of some dumb agreement Simon pressured you into. And I'm sorry to admit this but me and the boys are kind of pissed off about that." Liam was going all fatherly at me and I found it quite annoying. I know he has a point but I'm too stubborn to admit it.

"Guess you'll stay pissed off then because it's already been agreed." I lay back down but this time on my stomach with my head facing the opposite way to where Liam was.

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It's been a week since the whole agreement with Simon and I only left my room twice, other than going to the bathroom and sneaking out early in the morning and late at night to get food.

We're starting the tour soon which means I'll have to face everyone, which I'm absolutely dreading. I'm heavily considering going out to the boys now as I can hear them all in the living room.

After a lot of walking back and forth from my bed to my door contemplating I finally decided to go out to face the boys.

"Hey look who rose from the dead." Harry said trying to be funny.

"Haha Harold very funny. You know almost as funny as you are trying to hide you and Louis in interviews." I replied sending him a sarcastic smile.

"Ouch what did I do jeepers" Louis laughed out faking hurt with his hand on his heart.

"Oh boohoo." I rolled my eyes as I walked into the kitchen.

"If you're gonna be moody with us why even bother coming out of your room." Lou said using his infamous sassy tone.

"Fine I'll go back to my room until the day we leave for the tour, I'm good with that." I replied starting to walk back to my room.

"No Addi wait don't listen to the man child, please stay, for me?" Liam asked sincerely in his 'daddy direction' voice.

I walked back and sat in between Liam and Niall but not before sticking my tongue out at Louis and Harry and them doing it right back.

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It has now been about a week and we leave for the Up All Night tour tomorrow the first stop is Watford in the Watford Colosseum.

We leave on Saturday night so we're there for Sunday morning to get set up and do sound checks and all that jazz.

Louis has gone into full Liam mode with Harry and I now. It's kind of scary I won't lie.

"Hey Addilyn Gwen Ross, it's 11pm get your ass to bed young lady." Louis shouted from the bathroom.

"How come you're still awake then boobear" I called back from my place on the couch.

"Hey don't get mouthy with me missy that's my thing, plus I'm 19 you young lady are 17 that is why I'm still  awake." He said clicking his fingers while walking into the kitchen.

"I bet your precious little Hazza is still awake too. And I'm comfortable I don't want to move," I replied half whiny, half sassy. "I'm not moving. End of."

"I didn't want to do this but desperate times call for desperate measures." He strolled over to where I was sprawled out on the couch.

I made eye contact with him for a good ten seconds before he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.

"Hey asshole, put me down i was comfortable." I started pounding on his back and squirming around to get back to my spot on the couch.

"I told you to go to bed and you didn't. I am your legal guardian until the 28th of February next year." He threw me down my bed then walked over to my door. "Now go to bed."

"Go have fun with Harold, bitch." I sulked on my bed.

"Oh I plan to little Ads, I plan to." He smirked as he walked out.

A/N: Hii, sorry I haven't updated in awhile I just wanted this to be a relatively long chapter. I kind of feel like I'm dragging this on so please tell me any specific events you would like me to move on to instead of focusing on the small things. I love to hear from you.

Thank you lovelies,
          Lexa Renée xx

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