《Yandere!attack on titan various x female!reader》

《chapter 0》

Warning:Cursing,abuse,a little bit of blood,and rape

This takes place before eren and armin met,you
Were his first and ever friend before armin

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You're pov

I stared at the glass  window,it was a rainy day and so i
Thought maybe staring at the rain helps you calm down they
Said...it does....if it weren't for the yells and screams that i
Hear from the living room...it was my mother talking about
Money and jobs,and my father should stop seeing other women
I heard my father yelled at my mother to shut up and get a job
Herself..i heard my mother yelled back,to stop drinking and
Get a job instead,he yelled back and they started to fight again..
i sighed sadly..why they couldn't just get along..if they truly love
Each other,they shouldn't fight..but they always fight...

I heard my mom curse and i flinched,i never liked saying
Those foul things..i heard from grandmother that it's bad to
Say stuff like those,so i shouldn't say any of those and i
Obeyed..by far..my grandparents were the exact opposite
Of my parents,they were humble to each other,cared for each
Other deeply and is a very loving couple unlike them...

I heard my mom slammed the door and had gone off some-
-where i heard footsteps..i turned my head and saw father,i felt
A bit scared "Hey babycakes~can ya help daddy for a second?
Mommy upset daddy..soo~can ya help me here?~" he asked
Slurily but i smiled brightly that i can help father get better,
"Okay father!" He grinned sadisticly but that didn't bothered
Me,i'm just happy that i can help father,he walks towards me
And asked me if i can massage him and i of course said yes,he
Then tells me that i must close my eyes first,i nodded and closed
My eyes,i heard buckling noises and i raised a brow 'what is father
Doing?' I thinked slightly feeling uncomfortable all of a sudden

He then tells to open my eyes,i opened them and saw his...
Thing...i was scared..my grandparents say that i and others must
Never show each others private things!but why is father showing
It to me?i started to sweat nervously..feeling my heart racing..
"Well?what are you waiting for?" My father asked raising a brow

I looked at him in fear,and looked at it again..i closed my eyes
And put my tiny hands on it..and started to massage father's thing..
God it felt weird..and not in a good way...i heard father grunted..
And told me to go faster..i started to go faster and he screamed?
It doesn't really sound like a scream but it was more like he was
Enjoying it..?what am i even doing?is this alright?is this fine?is
It even okay to help father like this?i was so busy putting questions
On my head that father peed in me..

I opened my eyes in suprise,i looked at it and gagged it was
Pee but it was white and thick..and it does not smell good!yuck!
I tried to wipe it off me but my father grabbed me in the wrist
Harshly and tightly he then asked me if is it alright to take
My clothes off..i widened my eyes and said no!of course no!
Grandmother said no matter what i should not show my
Private things to the opposite gender!

He frowned "Oi!aren't you suppose to help me?" And i
Paused and slowly nodded "Then take your clothes off"
He said a bit angry,and i tense up...i never want to make
Father angry..he had anger issues..so that's why i must never
Make father angry or else he might hurt me,i heard my heart
Srarting race even harder than before..i started to unbutton
The front of my jumper like dress..and started to take it off whole..

I then started to take all of my clothes and stand up...and then...
My whole world gone black

*An hour later*

I was laying in the floor,whimpering and trembling in fear..
I had my eyes wide in traumatisation...my father had done
Terrible things to me that i can't quite understood and describe..
I hugged myself..i grabbed my clothes and wore them back..i
Felt tears in my eyes role down my rosy cheeks..i jumped on
My bed and sobbed uncontrollably...why?just why?why must
Father do this...?!why!?

I cried and sob so hard that i didn't notice that i cried myself to
Sleep....after maybe 20 minutes i awaken from my sleep..i yawned..
And stood up,i get out of my room and saw that the rain had
Stopped i was about to go outside until my mother stood infront
Of me

I looked up and see mother tho she looks pretty angry..and i
Don't know why..she was glaring at me in hatred but i greeted
Her with a kind smile which result her cringing at the sight of me
Smiling "stop fucking smiling you brat!" I stopped smiling and
Dawned a confused face "Do you know where my purse is?" I
Shook my head and she narrowed her eyes at me.

She slapped right through my face,resulting my cheek to
Had a red slap mark and also me falling into the ground i was
Beyond confused on why did mother slap me..?"Stop lying
You damn brat!or else it would get messy.." i shook my
Head once more and she ended up slapping my face again
And grabbing a vase,smasing it to my head..i hit my head
At the wooden cold floor..my own mother..the one who gave
Birth to me...who gave me life...is beating me to no ends..

She kept yelling insults at me she kept punching me and
Kicking me at the guts,i hugged my stomach to protect it but
Failed,she then gave me a hard punch at the head that make
Me spit out a little bit of blood,she then grabbed me by my
Hair and bash my face to the wooden floor until my face was
Beaten and a bit bloodied..she lets go.."If i caught you lying
Again,it would be much worse than this.." she told me
Sternly even tho i was not the one who steal her purse..it
Was probably father..

She headed upstairs and i headed to the kitchen to get myself
Treated..i patch myself up and grabbed an apple at the counter,
And ate it while ranning off.

I went at the market and saw alot of people buying well..stuff..
I was just wandering peacefully until i stopped and saw a
Hill just across the near by town..i looked at it in curiousity and
Headed towards there..i saw leaves dancing with the wind
Gracefully i stared at it in awe...wow..nature is truly such a beauty..
I headed towards the tree just upon this hill and sat on it upon
The shade..i felt the wind blows my long h/c locks..i put a tug
Of my hair on my ear and looked at the sight of the town...i
Smiled and closed my eyes...

"Uum.." i opened my eyes and saw a brunette boy with gorgeous
Turquoise eyes...me and the boy stare at each other for a few
Minutes until i cleared my throat "*ahem*..uh..hi?" I waved at
Him "Hi.." and there was silence..a very akward silence..i then
Asked him why is he here "Oh..i came here very often..this is
My spot to relax sometimes.." and i nodded "Why are you doing
Here tho?" He asked "Same thing,just to relax.." "hmm.." "So..uh..
What's your name?" "Oh!eren..eren yeager" "cool name!the names
Y/n!y/n l/n!" I smiled brightly and stretched out my hand for him
To shake

He shakes my hand and smiled back at me 'cute..' he thought
After me and eren introduced ourselves,we actually became friends
Fast to be honest..but it's a good thing..i really never had friends tbh..
He also told me he also never had a friend before and i was his
First one..i'm actually pretty happy that i was his first friend..after
Me and eren chatted for a while,i looked at the sun and saw that
It's gonna be late..

I told eren i should go home and he nodded "Soo~same time
Tommorow?" Eren asked and i gave him a thumbs up "Yep!"
He smiled and waved goodbye i waved back and headed back
To my house..i saw that father is still not home and mother is
Probably drinking again..or maybe is at a random guys house
Or something,i used a stool to make me taller since i need to
Make dinner when mother and father is home..after i finished
Cooking dinner,i was the one who ate first since i am all alone
In the house..

After that i swepped the floor,clean my dish,and do other household
Chores,and after i was done i went upstairs at my bedroom,i
Closed my door and lie down my bed..all i could think was..eren..
My first ever friend...i smiled just the thought of him..finally...a
Friend i could trust with all my heart....