Is love real

Just like Every Night has its Dawns

1 year later

I woke up with a massive headache. I looked next to me in my bed and there was my boyfriend, Jax, and neither of us were wearing clothes.

I got dressed and headed downstairs and my brothers were all staring at me.

Marcus: " I hope last night was worth it to you, because that was the stupidest thing you could have done, and quite frankly we are all pissed"

Me: " I don't know what I did but ok"

Will: " Of course you don't remember, you were drunk"

Ethan: " And you let the asshole in your room take your virginity"

Me: "I'm sure it will all be fine"

Marcus walked up to me and just stared

Marcus: " It better be, because if ur prego, than you no longer reside in this house"

Me: " Oh wow, your actually gonna do that to me, your really gonna start dissin' on me just because I'm not a virgin no more"

Me: " Ain't it wonderful how family works."

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1 month later

I woke up one morning feeling sick, I went to the bathroom to shower and thought to take a pregnancy test, hopin it could come back negative.

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30 minutes later

"Oh, no, please no, it can't be"

The test came back positive. Oh fuck what was I going to do, I can't tell my brothers or I'm out of the house. How am I supposed to tell Jax that he's a father.

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I decided to wake up Jax and tell him. Since the night I got drunk, he has stayed at my house every night.

My voice started trembling. Me: "Jax, wake up Jax"

Jax: " What is wrong babe"

Me: " So you know how I take the pregnancy test every morning and it usually come back negative"

Jax: "NO"

Me: "Jax...."

Jax: " No babe, No, we can't have a kid"

Me: " I know but..."

Jax:" Babe, I don't wanna be the reason you get kicked out"

I was torn. I didn't know what to do, so I went to tell my oldest brother.

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* knock, knock, knock*

Marcus: "Come in"

I opened the door and walked in. I could tell I woke him up

" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you"

Marcus: " No, you're fine, what do you need"

I went over to his bed and sat down. My voice started shaking.

" I'm so sorry"

Marcus: "Sorry about what"

" I take a pregnancy test every morning because I am scared every morning, well I took it the morning and it came back positive"

I started crying.

My brother sat up on his bed and hugged me.

Marcus: " Don't be scared, I only made the threat because I was mad, but you can't tell dad or he will kick you out"

He started laying back while still holding me, taking me with him. He held me waiting until I fell asleep.