Does It Ever Get Better... // Wilbur soot angst

Chapter 4

Trigger warning!!! :
Mention of self harm
Suicide Attempt
Swearing

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Once we were all done streaming I saw fundy was in a call on his own so I joined him like the nice man I am

"hello fundy" I say out of nowhere, he had his camera on trying to hide something

"oh my fucking god" I start laughing

"YOUR NOT ON THE STREAM RIGHT?!?!?!" Fundy yelled

"My fucking god I can see the socks pfft"

"STOP LAUGHING" fundy removed the thing that was showing hiding camera

I burst out laughing and after about an hour of talking Techno walks in

"Hey Phil can we talk now, it's about Wilbur" techno says quietly at the doorway looking like he just finished crying

"uh sure hold on, fundy I have to head out Techno needs me for something, cya" I log out of my pc and turn it off leaving it just me and techno

" I think you should sit down for this..." techno says quietly and I sit on my bed and he sits next to me

"so I uh... Walked into Wilburs room earlier and he was... Cutting himself... I took the blade and disposed of it I promise.."

A feel of anger and worry just mixes around in my brain, anger because he didn't tell me and worry well... That just explains itself, it took me a while to realise I was crying softly

" can we check on him, that is now worrying me" I say

"yes of course"

We walk upstairs to Wilburs room to hear a bang and that the door was locked, thankfully Tommy wasn't home.

"Wilbur? WILBUR??!??" I yell trying so hard to get his door open but when I do it was to late...

Technoblade POV

I rush over to Wilbur and see that the pills won't fully swallowed, I slightly wake him up and take him into the bathroom

"Wilbur it may sound bad but throw them up, now." I can hear Phil crying from the other room,

once Wilbur had thrown all the pills up I carry him into his room and place him on his bed and placing a blanket over him then picking up the pills from the ground and putting them in my pocket, Phil runs over to the bed and hugs Wilbur tight

"I'm so sorry you feel like this Wilbur..."

Wilbur POV

While Phil is hugging me I feel like he loves me for once in his life, it was warm and I felt safe in my father's arms for once, so safe to the point where I decided to hug back and say

"it's OK, how could you of known, and it's not your fault anyway dad"

I see Phil become happy at the fact I called him dad for the first time in a long time and he looks at me then huged me even tighter than before and I smile not realising that I was smiling at the time until I heard techno chuckle slightly

"maybe we should leave you to sleep Wilbur" techno says while smiling at me then Phil looks at me and says

"I'd like to stay with Wilbur for a bit if he is ok with it" he smiles at me

" alright, are you okay with that Wilbur because I am and I wanna go get some rest myself anyway" I nod and techno leaves the room and leaves me and philza together alone

"I'm sorry i didn't tell you dad I didn't want to bother you... You seemed really busy... With taking care of Tommy..." I said the last part really quietly and feel his hand on shoulder

"I will always have time for you son... Even if I am taking care of Tommy just tell me, dad its important, and I will be available straight away
ok son?" my dad says calmly besides me

"o-ok dad" I say then hug him and leaning on my bed and instantly falling asleep

While I was sleeping Phil put a small stuffed bear in my arms and a blanket over me then left my room and let me sleep

Phils POV

I left Wilburs room and went into techno room, he was sleeping so I put a small stuffed animal in his arms and put the blankets over him so he was warm just as I did with Wilbur, I know he's grown up now but he isn't to old for this I thought to myself, I smiled and proceeded to leave his room and go into Tommy's and wait for him to get home, once Tommy got home he came into his room

Tommy's POV

I get home and go to walk up to my room and see Phil sitting down waiting for me in my room, I place my bag on the hook outside of my door and walk up to philza

"Hey dad"

"hello son, its nice to see your home safely" Phil said to me standing up so he could actually see me face to face

"I think I'm gonna take a nap though, I'm really tired" I yawned

"alright son you do that I need to get work done anyway and your brothers are asleep, if you wake up and I'm not home don't worry I have to go out" he smiled and left my room

I walk over to my closet and change into some sweat pants and a hoodie then lay down on my bed then slowly drifting off to sleep

Phils POV

I sneak back into Tommy's room putting one of the small stuffed animals in his arms and smiling before leaving, I went downstairs and see I left my pc on in a call and I hear Karl and quackity yelling as well as fundy telling them to calm down, I pick up my headset and un mute

"was it so important you needed to scream?" I say chuckling

"PHILLLLLLL HIIIII" quackity screams down the call into my ears

"HI PHIL" Karl yells

"urgh for fucks sake guys, hi.. Again Phil" fundy says with a chuckle

"LaNgUaGe" I hear quackity acting like bad

"keep it down would ya I have 3 tired and sleeping human beings in this house" I say laughing

Soon later while on the call I hear a ring at my door