SleepyBoisInc One Shots

Why

Ages
Wilbur:16
Techno:17
Tommy:13
TW: Suicide and self harm
    Watching Wilbur struggle so much now a days was hard on Techno. Even though Will was only a year younger, Techno still saw the baby boy that Phil had brought home one day from the adoption center. After finding out about Wilbur's past in the foster system, Techno had become extremely overprotective of both Will and Tommy, who had had a similar experience. The two younger boys had it a lot worse than Techno did, but Wilbur especially.
    'I can't do this anymore' Wilbur thought to himself. No one else was home, he had checked to make sure before locking himself in the bathroom. Nothing particularly bad had caused him to pick today as the day, just a collection of everything that had been going on recently. Wilbur, not knowing how to tell Techno or his dad what was going on, had resorted back to self harm, which he had been two years clean for. No one had even noticed. Will felt more alone than ever, especially now that Techno was becoming more busy. He would never talk to Tommy about this stuff, the kid was only 13 for God's sake.
So that day, when he  knew nobody was home, Wilbur grabbed the rope, trudging up the stairs to his room. He sat at his desk one last time. He had already written letters for everyone, he just had to seal them. He put the seal on Tommy's, only now noticing the tear dripping onto the envelope. Lastly, he tied the rope to the the shower rail and pulled it around his neck. He jumped, feeling it tighten, and blacked out.
Tommy was on his way home at the time, walking with Tubbo who split off when they reached Tommy's house. Tommy really had to pee so he ran up to the bathroom, realizing the door was locked. He had learned a while ago how to pick a lock so he did. And as he did he saw his role model's body hanging there, lifeless as ever. Tommy dropped to the floor, going into a state of panic. He pulled Wilbur off the rope and felt the full weight of his big brother's body fall into his arms. Shaking, he reached for his phone and dialed for 999.
"My brother's dead." Tommy said, barely above a whisper.
Techno was driving home when he saw all the ambulances and police cars speeding past him, but he had no clue where to until he got home. He didn't bother pulling into the driveway and pulled in front of the house just in time to see a gurney being carried out and Tommy being carried out in a man's arms. He ran up to his baby brother who broke down within seconds. The first responder told Techno to come with them to the hospital. They wouldn't let Tommy or Techno, who was still clueless, go in the ambulance with Wilbur and instead took them in a separate ambulance.
"Will someone just fucking tell me what happened? Please?" Techno finally said, pleading with everyone in the room.
"It's all my fault. It's all my fault..." He heard Tommy whispering under his breath. What was his fault?
"Hunny sit down and then I'll tell you." A paramedic in the ambulance with them said. "You're brother attempted suicide and they're trying to revive him right now in the other ambulance." Techno went silent.
He turned back to Tommy, who was now hyperventilating. Tommy couldn't believe that it was real, his big brother was dead. The one who taught him how to stream and who taught him everything he knew, was gone. Techno sat back next to Tommy and held him while he called Phil, explaining what he knew and what hospital they were heading to.
*A week later*
Wilbur was gone. Tommy refused to talk to anyone, even Tubbo. He was the one who found the body and could see Wilbur's dead eyes everyday.
Techno hated himself, because he couldn't see what was going on. It was so clear too that Wilbur was distancing himself. But yet somehow he just never knew.
Tommy stayed this way until one night, after the worst nightmare he had so far, he went into Techno's room, who was playing games to distract himself.
"Tom?" Techno turned around to see Tommy, shaking and crying. He picked Tommy up and brought him to his queen size bed while cuddling him.
"I miss him" Tommy choked out, unable to say more.
"I know buddy we all do"
But now all Techno could wonder, when thinking about all that lead up to Wilbur's death was...
Why?