I'm sick of doing this 😔

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I wake up and get a shower as I'm going back to my room Jackson approaches me
J:slut
H:only for Jack Grealish 😏
J:ok weirdo
I just go into my room and break down I decide to take a walk to calm myself down and Phoebe starts talking to me
P:hey bubba are you ok
H:sorta I'm just gonna go on a walk to calm myself down
P:okay bubs just remember I know the truth behind you and Jackson and I love you and your strong
H:thanks pheebs love you
P:love you too enjoy your walk and stay safe
I start walking and decide to post a photo on instagram
@flembo.x:


Thank you so much phoebe for everything you have never left me and stuck with me through everything giving the accusations going through right now you have made sure I eat and I'm just so grateful to have you in my life I love you x @phoeberryyt
Comments:
@phoeberryyt:I love you Hailey Louise Fleming please promise me you will never change
@jacksonfelt:pahahahah pathetic
^^fan behaviour^^
@laylzgarbo:what about me:( x
^^you too layla you know I love you x^^
I concentrate on walking and I bump into someone all I see is Blonde hair blue eyes freckles and it's James fucking Taylor
J:hey Hailey how you doing
H:not very good he's calling me slut and shit and I can't take it any longer
J: please don't do anything stupid
H:1.too late 2.how is it stupid if I'm giving everyone what they wanted
J:I'm not dealing with your negativity bye
H:im not negative I'm just sick if people accusing me and assuming everything
J:whatever bye
H:oh bye ig
I just go home and lay on my bed and cry my phone goes off because I had no data and my phone only just connected to the WiFi I check it and it's Jackson
Ex lover 💔
J:stupid slut leaving like you always do just go kys
H:okay bye
⚠TW Suicide and Self harm⚠
I lock myself in the bathroom and write a note
Phoebe thank you so much for everything please never forget me

Amber I also love you so much thanks for everything I love you

Josh thanks for all the times you made me laugh till I'm on the floor creasing and snorting

Rich thank you for all your jokes when I was sad

This is the part I'm dreading but Jackson thank you for everything and I hope you see the truth if you still don't believe me here's the last proof I'm giving this is the 2nd time you have made me do this but it's what you wanted you can move on thank you for your kisses hugs cuddles times you have made me laugh times you helped me believe in myself and all the memories just know I still love you but you obviously never will

Please tell Lottie and Layla they meant so much for me and I wouldn't trade them for the world

I grab my blade and just start cutting till I pass out, I start feeling lightheaded and instantly pass out after that

*Jacksons pov*
I fucked up badly why would I say that I run to the bathroom and open the door she must of forgotten to lock it and all I see is a lifeless Hailey with a note I read it and start crying really badly I call a ambulance and tell Phoebe
J: phoebe Haileys committed suicide
P:WHAT IS SHE ALIVE WHY
J:I fucked up I told her to
P:JACKSON FELT YOU IDIOT SHE COULD BE DEAD
We hear sirens coming up the street
P:did you call a ambulance
J:yea but I've not done this before you have can you help me
P:sure
The ambulance come to the house and take Hailey

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