to all of my beloveds

daelan

love #1

my honeyed daelan.

oh how i dream of holding your palms once more, while the joy that spreads over your eyes almost bring you to tears! your smile is that of radiant beauty, rivaling even the most shining diamond in rarity and how lucky i am to have seen it every time our sights met.

i still remember how you'd look in the morn, dressed in my own shirts after we'd spent the night in one another's arms. the soft pinks and purples of the heavens laid bare outside the wood-lined aperture, your arms perched as your pearlescent blues scaled the rise of the sun. such a brilliant gold that would cloak your being. a rejuvenation could be seen apparent in your spirit despite your weakened knees. you'd look to me as i awoke from slumber, and my heart would squeeze from the adoration you held in your expression.

the seconds grow longer from how much i miss your touch, while my lips ache for your sweetened kiss. i fear the day my blood runs cold, you will not be there to hold me. that i would not be able to taste your even sweet tears on my tongue. it feels as though it has been so many days without your presence that these thoughts run rampant and plague me.

i hope to listen to the sounds of your beating heart once more as i lay on your chest, comforted by your hug that surrounds my entirety. my mind always feels at peace when you're near, and not a single nightmare visits when you rest in my embrace. for this i thank you.

it seems as though the world is brighter than a thousand suns when graced with your presence.

you fulfill my need for companionship, and i'm fortunate to have struck the rarest of jewels.

it seems that every time i am blessed with the sight of you, with your brilliant coppery hair and reddened cheeks, my words are lost to me. my reason is rattled by you and yet i find that i never resist it. there are millions of letters i wish to write to you, but alas, before my longing for you brings forth cracks in my heart, i shall bid adieu.

this paper is now wet with my tears, yet know that they are always for you.

please continue to love me in the deepest regards as i adore your every breath.

ever yours and mine,

ever ours.

- Q.