I HATE MYSELF

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Yoongi's POV:

I am crying right in the bathroom and trying my best not to let Jinnie hear my cries .
I feel disgusted, by my very own self first I cheated with that girl and now that manager.

I don't deserve Jin I dont deserve anyone .

It would b..be better if I was not there .

I scrubbed my body as harshly as I can to remove the dirt over me to make me less disgusting but it only made me cry more and more.

I HATE MYSELF.

Namjoon's POV:

I am currently in my room which I share with Hobi who is in the bathroom getting freshed up.

Whereas me i'm just staring at the wall .

Lost within my thoughts.

Today again I failed as a leader I failed again .

I know what the assistant manager and that choreographer do to us but I still can't protect the members , my loved ones.

I'm of no use.

I HATE MYSELF.


Hoseok's POV:

I'm just staring into the mirror while looking at myself .
My eyes were red from crying even if I show i'm alright from the outside i'm not ok in the inside .

I call myself hope when I can't even help my members leave about members I can't even help my own self.

Ain't I really pathetic.



I...I Just..




I HATE MYSELF.



Jimin's POV:

I'm right now sitting in the living room leaving V and Kookie in our shared room .

Right now I could only feel weak,pathetic and what not .

I am literally a burden on everyone .

Just like the Manager says i'm fat and useless. Maybe its all true.



Ha..ha..ha...



I HATE MYSELF.




TAEHYUNG'S POV :

Me and Kookie are right now in our own seperates beds .
I think that Kookie is already Asleep and Jiminie is in the living room.
I know I should sleep too but my useless self just can't.

Why , just why can't I do anything for my members.

Why can't I protect them .

I'm literally pathetic.




I HATE MYSELF.





Jungkook's POV:

GOLDEN MAKNAE, my foot !!

How can I deserve the name and love of our fans when I can't even protect my members , my Hyungs, my everything.

I am literally of no use at all.



I HATE MY SELF.





(MY ARMY HEARTEU IS CRYING FOR MY LOVES😭😭😭😭😭😭)

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