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Save you :Jungkook

Jin's POV:

I was right now in the living room with all the members sitting on the dining table , it was lunch time and we were having pancakes for breakfast which is everyone's favorite but today there was something wrong with all of them.

All 6 of them were playing with their food ,they had dark circles under their eyes and their eyes were red which showed clearly that they have cried ,and also made me realise that finally it has begun , the time when all of them went into depression , but this time I need to ,I have to make sure to take them out of it but how ,

well even I don't know.

I looked at all of them and then pulled a smile on my face and said,

"Aigooo, why are you all not eating anything eat it quickly before I eat all of yours",

I said in a childish tone while pouting , but still didn't get much of a reaction from them they just looked at me and started to slowly eat , or more like force themselves to eat ,which clearly broke my heart.

I can't see them like this, but I gotta do something.

"Hey ,guys I was thinking how about after practice we go out for dinner??",

I asked only for them to frown .

" Hyung , can you please be quiet , i'm not in the mood for your childish behaviour !!",

Jungkook screamed at me , which made me shut up and it was just then when I saw Jungkook eyes suddenly got teary as if he realized what he did, and he mumbled a soft sorry and ran to his room.

Leaving everyone in silent .

Soon after that all the other members also left their breakfast half completed on the table and this kind of awkwardness and silence only pained me a lot .

But I can't let things fall I repeated that in my mind and immediately made my way towards Jk , I know he must be blaming himself right now for sure.

I knew he must be sad but the moment I opening the door of his room and went inside the sight broke me , there was jungkook, on his bed, rolled under the covers and his broken sobs were heard in the room , his body was shaking .

I went near him and placed my hand on his shoulder which caused him to jump a bit , and before he could say or do something ,I pulled him in for a hug , I could feel him shaking, his sobbing made my heart pain and he was murmering,

"I hate myself, I'm sorry.
I should just kill myself..",

Which only made me hug him tighter , I slowly released him a bit from my hug to cup his face and make him look at me ,

" Jungkookah look at hyungie...hmmm",

I said to which Jungkook look at me with his big doe eyes filled with tears,I continued,

"Hyung , doesn't know what is going on with you but until you don't tell hyungie what it is how will I help you huh?",

I said as softly as I can , and which only made jk to cry more and hug me again,

" h..hyung I ..I don't deserve you all . I'm a bad Dongsaeng .
I don't deserve being called the Golden Maknae when I can't even protect you all .
I can't even protect my own members. Of w..what use  I am.
I'm just a burden to you all.",

he said while crying  and I only shook my head in disagreement and hugged him tighter and asked ,

"Jk-ahh do you trust you hyungie??",

I asked to which Jungkook nodded,

"Then listen carefully to me young man .
You are not a burden neither in the past, present and will definitely never be in the future too .

As for Golden Maknae JK-ahh you know no one is perfect and I also know how much you try to help your members .
You are one of the reasons for our strongness , One of All of ours reason One Of My Reasons TO LOVE MYSELF ,so how can you hate yourself , hyung loves you Jk-aah and all the members do so ,but I believe that in That Voo and Jiminie loves you the most .
I'm sure they love you a lot. You are not a burden for them , for us so why care about the rest of the world ",

I said all of that to the Jungkook who was crying but also looking straight at me while crying and the asked me very softly,

" Really Hyungie!!",

he asked to which I ruffled his hair and said ,

"Yes Really you little Bunny",

I said which caused him to giggle and smile and to hug me again , we stayed like that until I could hear soft snores from him, he was already asleep.
I made him lie down on the bed , covered him with blanket and wiped his tears .

This time I did made a difference and maybe it was my first step for my members as I saw a smile now on the face of the sleeping Jungkook  he looked peaceful and happy.

And maybe today I saved one member from the darkness.

And now was the turn for the next member .

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