STAY( Bangtan Forever)💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 (COMPLETED)

SAVE YOU:JHOPE

JHope's POV:

I'm right now in the living room sitting infront of the tv and my mind is full of thoughts thoughts about how useless I am .

With a sigh I took out the letter I have written to give to Bangpd.

Resignation Letter.

But I'm not sure I love all my members ,and Army's but I...I don't know if I deserve anything anymore.

I was just looking at this letter when all of a sudden someone snatched it from me I looked up to see who it was and it was Namjoon he was looking at the letter and I can see how his expression was changing he was angry it was really very visible .

And then he turned to me and said,

"ARE YOU F**KING SERIOUS??",

He said in a low and strong tone which caused me to flinch and as he started to come towards me I started to move back, well heck I was scared like hell right now and before I can do anything he took my hands and draged  me with him.

He was holding my wrist so tightly that it pained a lot ,I'm sure it will bruise so I tried to make him let go of my wrist but he only made his hold on me stronger,causing me more pain and the way he was taking me or should I say dragging me towards our room  caused me even more pain.

Once he came inside our room he threw me onto our bed and I was already I crying mess.

This Wasn't my Joonie  he would never hurt me like that never no matter how angry he was.

As I was crying my heart out I soon felt Namjoon pushing me down on the bed and he started hovering over me he was forcefully kissing and bitting my neck and his hands were under my shirt and I was crying and trying to push him off me but he was stronger.

I don't want this why am I so weak ,so useless,just why ,
I was asking this to myself and I felt like hyperventilating while Namjoon all of a sudden ripped off my shirt.

I cant take it ,
I..I can't breathe,
I was not able to breathe properly and was trying to push Namjoon off me only for him to pin my hands above me ignoring my pleas,cries and my struggle to breathe.

I wanted to now give up as it is  so painful  to endure that I was feeling hopelss now.

I don't know why but I still thought why not try to push him off me once again .

So with all the energy left within me I pushed him and to my luck I was successful .

I got up from the bed and tried to run out only to be pushed down on the floor by Namjoon.

He was more angry now ,and I was crying and taking long breaths on the floor .

Namjoon made his was towards me and he lifted my chin to look at him.

But all I can see in his eyes were blankness as if he no longer realised what he was doing and then something crossed my mind so I was not the only one suffering from depression they all are doing ,
they all are No this shouldn't be like this ,
No it shouldn't.

I remembered what Jin hyung once said to us to never loose ourselves to never hate ourselves and me and the other's did the exam same thing we failed him we failed hyungie.

I thought but soon all my thought were interrupted by Namjoon pulling my chin up harshly and said,

"What the heck do you think you are doing by thinking about something else while being with me Jung Hoseok",

He said in a harsh tone and soon he lifted his hand to slap me and I closed my eyes in fear ,but that slap never came instead a voice was heard,

"DON'T YOU F**KING TRY THAT KIM NAMJOON".

"JIN HYUNG",

Me and Namjoon both said together.

(I love Namjoon and Jhope a lot and this just broke my heart heck I love all of them .
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