~ Mishima Kazumi Headcanons (SFW & NSFW)

[ 4 ] - Highschooler Mishima !

~ Now it's pretty known that Mishima was a hoodlum back in his days which honestly I find mad funny for someone like him BUT—

You best believe imma be talking about this man's backstory and what I believe could be true >:((( So buckle up, we're going into the past *fades away* ~

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✏️ Yeah he was a hoodlum— BUT DID THEY EVER SAY WHY? No, right? Well I'm here to say... this man wanted to fit in- Straight and simple.

✏️ He just happened to be part of the wrong crowd at the time and he couldn't get out of it- He feared that at worst, he'll get bullied or be an outcast of his school— It didn't help that he had no talents (at that time), had expectations put onto him by his parents, and that he had zero friends-

✏️ He seems to be that new kid in school- always moving houses since his parents were probably struggling with finance and that— THATS PROBABLY HOW HE GOT INTO THE BAD CROWD- all the gangs in his area

✏️ Those gangs made him feel wanted yet horrible and disgusted because I bet his moral compass was good- he was just peer pressured and the stress of failing his "friends" got the best of him-

✏️ He changed his attitude for them, changed the way he spoke and acted, changed his wardrobe, hell, got him addicted to smoking, and continuously skipping classes,,

✏️ This worried his parents which led them to putting more pressure onto him- all this succeeding in life, getting a stable job, having a family, and in general, having a copy and pasted life...He found himself drifting towards that hoodlum life and actually accepting it after that fight with his parents

✏️ At this point, he felt like his life wasn't his and he was simply doing it to please others but now..his life has shifted. A mold of what his "friends" and parents wanted,,he started actually failing his classes which brought great concern to the teachers.

✏️ I REFUSE to believe he wasn't a smart kid,, he understood every lesson even when he wasn't there, passed all his tests with flying colors, and was awarded several times for his outstanding work and knowledge yet..even school became stressful for him

✏️ His teachers would point out his behavior but what would he do? Proceed to skip out on all of his classes and even ditch for months on end— Would get into fights and do anything to take his anger and stress away about reality

✏️ I know this got really sad mad quick but I just think his backstory HAD TO BE SAD YK?? A struggling student,, into a capable young man— how did he do it?

✏️ I feel like at one point of his childhood, he stopped feeling angry..he stopped feeling the thirst of distrust in life..he just wanted to be him-

✏️ This would kinda lead him down the path of looking for a hobby, fixing himself of his bad behaviors and removing all the toxicities in his life. He even talked to some of his teachers for guidance...That's when he was finally rewarded with something. Something that he's been yearning for.

✏️ "Well Mishima-kun, I think that's your decision to make. I understand that doesn't clear up anything but, choose what your heart wants..not what others want for you.." He couldn't describe the refreshing feeling he felt that moment..to hear that from a teacher, made him actually want to become one

✏️ To have a inspirational teacher like that push him to work hard for himself, not to benefit others or his own self ego but to prove to others that even through struggle in life, you can make it.

✏️ Through the dark clouds in the sky, through the thundering that never halts, or through the rainy days where you can't escape..he wants to be the one to shine through that all!!

✏️ He studies and picks up an assortment of hobbies like playing an instrument, singing, crafting, until...art. Art was the one that made him feel more at ease. He also found it quite charming and almost messy and loose fitting— Reminded him of life itself.

✏️ After a few months of such, he started to take it more seriously and that's when he finally realize that he's getting back on track. To the path he always wanted

✏️ Free of toxicity, free of expectations, free of the pressuring, just him. Just Mishima...✨

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This felt more deep than it needed to be — BUT GOD I HAD SO MANY IDEAS THAT I WANTED TO PACK THEM ALL HERE SO...sorry if this seems super scattered brain,, could u tell I've been thinking about this???

So in advanced for future headcanons, they may seem a bit scattered since I have so many ideas and I'm just overly excited to talk about him ah a h a ^ ^;;

🍡 ANYWAYS- Thank you for reading and have a wonderful day/night/evening!! 🍡

- Leaf 🪴