𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕤 | read description | txt yeonjun fanfic ✔️

i'm sorry y/n

>> time skip one week later >>

yeonjun pov:

one week has passed, and i haven't even seen y/n, not even her shadow. did she just disappear into thin air or something? is she okay already, i don't even know what's going on with her... those words she said did hurt me, since 18 years of friendship yet she sees me as a person who's just playing with her feelings? i really cannot-

y/n pov:

it's one week since that day, i've been hanging out a lot with jisung and the rest trying to forget those feelings for yeonjun. but that hasn't been working very well, i only see them as friends, at most brothers, none of them caught my interest.

i'm closest to jisung, but we treat each other like siblings more than like a couple. i don't know how it'll be like if i meet yeonjun, maybe it'll be very awkward... 

for the past few days, i've spent break times with jisung and the rest, and also i walk home with jisung every day since i realised he lives in the same district as me. (a.n and guess what? the district's district 9 :o) 

the next morning, i went into class. at my seat, there was a post it. i took it up and read it. 

to y/n

          i know you still can't face me because of that day, but please, can we meet up? i want to explain things to you. it's not like what you saw, definitely not. you're the only one i like, not jaena. even if after explaining you don't become my girlfriend, it's okay. i just want to make things clear i'm definitely not a jerk, and i've never done anything to let you down. please, let's meet at the same classroom, same time, please.

~yeonjun

i didn't know if i should go. was it a good idea to go? maybe i should ask jisung...

>> yeah han jisung's here HAHHA >>

"hey y/n!" he greeted.

"hey ji," i called back.

he sat beside me and asked, "you don't look good now, is there something wrong?"

"it's just yeonjun again, look," i said, passing him the letter.

"oh..." he said as he read the letter.

"so are you gonna meet him?" he asked after reading.

"i guess so... but i'm afraid," i replied.

"why?" he asked.

"what if he hurts me again?" i asked.

"i'll always be here for you, at most i'll take you if he doesn't," he joked.

"wow- that's sooo helpful wasn't that?" i replied in a sarcastic tone.

"as long as it makes you feel better," he said. 

jisung pov:

"so are you gonna meet him?" i asked. i was hoping for a no, since i would then have a chance with y/n. i guess i contained my feelings well, i don't think she knows about my liking towards her.

"i guess so... but i'm afraid," she replied. 

"why?" i asked.

"what if he hurts me again?" at that moment, i started to feel sorry for y/n. i didn't like it that she was feeling this way, just because of another guy. why didn't i know her before yeonjun, why wasn't i the one there first?

"i'll always be here for you, at most i'll take you if he doesn't," i blurted out. oh god- let's just pray she doesn't take me seriously.

"wow- that's sooo helpful wasn't that?" she replied using a sacarstic tone.

"as long as it makes you feel better," i said, smiling. i hope she feels better now, i want to be here for her when she's hurting the most.

a.n i'm seriously using all my spare time for wattpad hhh but issokie i'm bored anywayy
if i run out of inspiration i might take a small break from wattpad watch more china romance dramas to get inspiration mayb :D