𝒎𝒊 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒓 (𝑸𝒖𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒙 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓)

chapter 10

A/n TW: mentions of suicide and cutting.

Your POV
Suddenly Alex said something that shocked you. "Nikki forced me to kiss her and she took a picture and was gonna show it to you." I was disgusted, Nikki out of everyone?! You thought you could trust Nikki , but I guess you can't. Suddenly something sparked in your mind, what if Karl and Nikki are trying to split y'all up! You quickly told Alex and made up a plan, you were gonna help Karl and Nikki get together to see what would happen. So you go to Karl, and Alex goes to Nikki. You start off by for flirting with Karl, then you proceed to brag about Nikki. hehe my next target.. karl mumbles.

Alex POV
My task was to find Nikki, I found her with Wilbur talking about their next collab. "Hey Nikki can we talk?" "Sure what's up?" " have you heard about Karl? He likes you!" "No way.. I have feelings for him too!" Phew, that was easier than expected I mumbled. I meet back up with y/n and wait for the magic to happen. While we waited we get ready for our panel in an hour, I helped y/n do her hair and choose her outfit. She helped me fix my ball cap and chose my hoodie, we started talking about my dad and when we'll visit his grave because we've been planning to do so for a while. My dads death has been really hard, I'm hanging on by a thread...

Finally we got downstairs and headed to our panel, we arrived a bit late but it was alright because dream also barely got there. Y/n pointed out Karl and Nikki in the crowd taking photos together. We answered questions and did some funny things like dares or comedy, after the panel was over me and y/n decided to go on a fancy date night at a nearby restaurant. I held her hand as we walked into the restaurant and helped her choose what she wants. We ended up staying there for another hour before leaving back to our room, since we were alone in the room we just cuddled. I decided to end off the night perfectly so I did a just chatting stream on twitch from my phone, this stream was new so i introduced them to y/n while she sat on my lap saying hi. Eventually we went to bed at around 2 am, i woke up to Tommy gently pushing y/n's lips closer to mine. I went along with it and just kissed her, it was funny but I just kept feeling pain. I can't keep acting... I just want to end it.

Your POV
You woke up to you and Alex kissing while Alex holds your waist tightly. You tug Alex's hair gently while whispering him to wake up, "good morning sleepy head!" "mo-orning mi amor.." You help Alex get out of bed and get ready for a productive day of a meet & greet. Alex was so drained that you had to brush his hair and pick his outfit. You kissed Alex's cheek then hugged him, "you're gonna do great today no pressure my love!" " thanks mi amor.." you could tell something was up with Alex, but you gave him space. The meet and greet was normal except for Alex's fake smile around his fans. After the meet and greet Alex ran upstairs and into the room shakily, you heard him shuffling in his bag for pills. You burst in and see him swallow all 15 pills, " ALEX NO!!!!" You say while sobbing. The first thing you did was call 911 as Alex was fainted in your arms, you saw a tear run down his cheek slowly which made you sob harder. The ambulance came and took Alex into the van, you asked if you could sit and they let you sit next to him.

You held his hand while they drove to the hospital, suddenly Alex says "w-what happened mi amor..." " you overdosed on pills.." you say teary eyed. You bend down to kiss his cheek and just admire his deep gloss dark chocolate eyes, "why. why did you overdose my love?" "My dads death caught up to me, and I felt i was an embarrassment to you..." " my love, your a blessing nothing else." The rest of the trip was quiet not a single word slipped my mouth. You waited for them to finish up on helping Alex then grabbed his hand and brought him to the car. You noticed cuts on his wrist, "Alex... please stop hurting yourself, how long has this been going on?" "Since last year..." shocked you kissed his cuts and drove him to the hotel where Tommy and Schlatt waited anxiously.

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