Chapter 8

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Jungkooks POV

"Shit!!"
I wake up in a hot sweat, my heart racing and mind all over the place.
"This is not what I wanted!"
I slowly get out of bed heading to take a long cold shower hoping it will calm me down I little and clear my head.

"You know it's not right Jungkook you need to face your past."
I walk into my Living room for my sister to be sat there cup of coffee waiting for me.
"I don't know what you mean!"
I try I act normal as I take a seat and start to drink.
"I can hear when your having a nightmare Kook! You need to sort it out. And this new guy well he has stored something up in you."
"I'm fine sis trust me."
"Your not!"
"Ok I'm not but I can handle it, I hope!"
"Look what can I do? How can I help you. As hearing you shout out his name over and over again and seeing you crying in your sleep is not healthy. And I want to help."
"I don't know I thought I had sorted and cleared it all. You know come to terms with it all. But then Jimin."
"So this Jimin you were with him yesterday? And nightmares all night."
My sister raises her eye brow at me and gives me a stern concerned look.
"We watch TV, I need to know I can work and be around him as friends. I want my life back. And I love the Hospital."
"I know but Kook your not going to cope if you don't speak to someone about what happened."
"I did speak to someone and it was sorted. It's just a little fade it will get better I promise."
"Fade it better be. As if not I'll be stepping in and making sure you get help."
I smile and finish my coffee.
Getting up and head out to work. Jimin won't be there so I'll be fine. Nothing to distract me. Bring back the memories of him.
The memories of Carl and his love., His smile, his everything.
I wipe a tear from my eye as I head to my car.
Taking my phone out my pocket to place on the passenger seat I notice a message.
Opening it....

Hey Kookie!
I had a good time Yesterday.
Thank you for coming round. And I can't wait to get back to working with you. I hope your alright. And that is being friends works out. As even if only as friends having your handsome Face around the hospital is going to be a bonus.
Jimin

"Crap."
I feel the tears start the flow naturally now. All the memories come flooding back.
The blood the pain. The everything.
"AAAAAHHHHHHH"



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