Chapter 13

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"Why??"
I sit by the lake asking why over and over again.
Not know what I should think or do.
I have never really felt like this not since Carl and the. He was the love of my life I planned on marriage and other him. I had the ring in the draw on the kitchen.
Jungkook say and pulled out a very burnt up box from his pocket. Opening it a small gold ring with one diamond in the middle. Nothing to fancy just like Carl would have loved.
"I loved you so much Carl why did you have to leave me?" The tears start to fall as I try to get off my chest what I'm thinking. Just sat here talking to the lake. Talking to the place in which Carl loved the most.
"I met someone you know. His special like you. He don't know it. I think Iv messed it up before I have started. But I hope to change that when I get back.
But you, you Carl you have the most special place in my heart. I am truly sorry for what happened. Truly truly sorry. If I could go back to that day I just would never have put the toast on. I don't even like toast that much.
Works ok. Same as normal really, only good thing would be Jimin his on of the trainee nurses. His has the most adorable smile his eyes close to near shut when he smiles. But I think he thinks I hate him. And that's your fault. I can't get over you Carl. That day plays over and over in my head. I think it always will.
I want to move on, not because I don't love you because I always will. But because I need to. If I want to live and work and love again I need to get over you and move on. So I'm hoping doing this today coming here with Mark will help me do so."
Flinching as I feel marks hand touch my shoulder.
"You ready?"
"Yeah."
Standing up I pick up the box that was sat next to me and smile.
"He will love it here. He always did. Did you know this is where we had our first holiday."
"I know it was his favourite place."
"Right let do this."
I open the box as mark takes my hand. Moving forward walking in to the lake. I sprinkle the ashes gently out of the box watching them flow down the lake. Letting the tears flow.
Mark wraps his arms around me holding me tight as I slowly break down.

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"Right your coming out with me tonight now get ready!"
"What??"
"Your not standing in crying any more. If Jungkook wants to go off with some other guy the. Your moving on now. So get ready."
"Ok fine but I want be any fun"
"I don't care your coming out!"

About half hour later Jimin comes out his room fresh showered black wrapped jeans and a black T-shirt.
"Ok let's go!"
Jimin and Yoongi head out meeting up with a couple more nurses as they do.
"Hey"
"Urm hi!!"
"So I've seen you round work"
"Oh I'm sorry who are you"
Walking down the road joining the que for the club.
"Oh sorry I'm Dr Mill. But you can call me Kai"
"Ok hey Kai!"
"So you don't come out much do you."
"Not really why?"
"Well I'm sure I would have noticed a handsome man like you in the club before."
"Oh..."
Not really knowing what to think. Jimin just smiles and follows him and the rest into the club
"Right let's get drinks"
Kai takes hold of Jimin hand and pulls him to the bar buying a load of shots.
With out thinking Jimin downs the shots.
"Another round?"
"Urm what?!"
"Don't worry I'll take care of you tonight. We can have some fun."
Kai smirks as he turns to the bar buying more shots. Jimin to distracted looking for Yoongi to notice Kai putting something in his drink.
"Right drink up
Then we will dance."
Jimin downs the drink and heads to the dance floor. It don't take long for what ever was I. His drink to take effect. Feeling Kai's hands on his hips as he grinds him self against Jimin.
"Let's take this...."

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Jimin stirs as he opens his eyes..
"Hun..."
Looking round he don't recognise where he is at all.
The mattress he is lying is old but kinda clean. Lying on the floor no bed.
He looks round to see some random clothes on the floor and couple blankets and nothing else.
Feeling his head, as it hurts so much he looks for his phone. Noticing his clothes are by the side of the mattress.
"What the fuck did I do???"

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