Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly[Kellin Quinn/SleepingWithSirens]

Chapter 15: Surprise...

Austin's P.O.V

  I feel like the breath has been knocked out of me and I'm breathing water. Same story, but screwed up. Same. Story. My daughter. Tortured by the lies her mother told her. Her mother told her I abandoned them. Fucking. Lies. Every. Single. One. "Take me to her." I manage to choke out. "So its her?" Kellin asks me. I shake my head to clear it, and yell without actually meaning to. "Just take me to her!" Kellin nods and turns around as I follow. I found my daughter after 16 years. I never wanted to leave. But I would have to go to perform at Warped Tour and Tour dates a lot. And Makayla just wouldn't understand that I loved my little family. She kept on accusing me and accusing me of not wanting to be with her and the baby. She then kept on trying to kick me out of the house. I told her no over and over again, that I wanted to stay with her for Allison. Even if Makayla didn't want me anymore. But she took it to court and got me thrown out for good. She accused me of awful things and they believed her. But the fact that she went as far as to blame Allison for the fact I left makes me want to knock sense into her. And Allison started harming herself over it. I push the thoughts back before I start to lose it. I'm angry beyond the point of pissed off. And I'm shocked that shes actually here. I inhale and exhale trying to calm myself, and it helps a little. We start approaching the tour bus and I can feel my heart beat in my ears. Kellin reaches the door and opens it. I wait a minute as I hear him say that someone is here. I walk up the steps and my eyes immediatly fall upon the young girl sitting on the couch, looking at me. I see Makayla in her and also myself. I can't believe shes right there. She looks puzzled. "What?" She asks, giving me a confused look. She sounds like Makayla. I feel a tear start runing down my cheek and quickly wipe it away. "Are you alright?" She asks again. I'm speechless. The last time I got to see my little girl was when she was two, then she was taken from me. I inhale trying to cover up shuddering breaths as more tears fall. "Allison..." I mange to choke out, my voice breaking. She stands up while Kellin moves to stand next to her. "Who are you?" She looks at me with a bit of curiosity now. I swallow hard, "Allison, you might not remember me at all, but the last time I saw you, you were only a baby." She steps forward slightly, hesitently. "Then, what does that make you?" I see a mixture of anger and happiness on her face. "My name is Austin Carlile. And I'm your Dad."

Alli's P.O.V

    I feel like my heart has dropped into my stomach. I look at Kellin, who gives me a small half smile. Then I look back at the tall, dark-haired, tattooed man that just said he was my dad. I then realize we have a lot of resemblance. I always wondered why I didn't look much like my mother. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry." Tears are still running down his face, and I can hear the shuddering breaths hes trying to contain. "Daddy?" I say, almost a whisper. I feel my own tears forming. He nods. "Come here." He says quietly. I run the foot or so thats between us, then I feel strong arms around me. My dad. I bury my face in his chest. I faintly remember his smell. I start to cry. He hugs me tighter. This is what I needed all along to pull me together. Kellin helped. But theres a difference when it comes to my dad. But wasn't it my fault he left in the first place? I pull away "But why, why are you sorry, mom said it was my fault." He looks at me and I see the anger in his eyes, when I say mom. "No it was not your fault, your mother kicked me out, and blamed it on you as cover up." He tells me. Then I remember those tiny glances down at the floor my mother used to do when I asked her about dad. Then she'd tell me it was because of me. "I'm sorry, I didn't try harder to stay, I'm really really sorry, I've always loved you, but I was given no choice to stay." I hear how sincere he is. He said he loved me. I love him to but for some reason I can't say it at the moment. "Hey, come with us to the next city of warped tour, and don't worry Sleeping With Sirens will be going to the same city, I know you've been with them for quite awhile, so I'd hate to split you guys up." I nod agreeing with him. "Okay, but I need to talk to Kellin for a minute." He nods. And I walk off the bus with Kellin behind me. I need to thank him, my feelings for him have grown considerable, especially since he actually found my dad. I turn around to face Kellin, wrapping my arms around his neck. "Thank you so much Kellin." I say. He smiles, "Your very welcome, it took me awhile to find him but I did it." "I know, your amazing." He smiles again at the compliment and wraps his arms around my waist. He gently pushes me against the side of the bus. He teases me by grazing his lips lightly over mine and whenever I move forward he moves back. I pout and he chuckles lightly, biting my lip softly, making me jump. Then finally he presses his lips to mine, kissing me deeply. After awhile he breaks away and kisses my forehead. I smile. "Well your riding your fathers tour bus tonight so lets get you situated." I nod and we walk back on the bus.

YES IT IS AUSTIN CARLILE. This chapter is dedicated to my bestie Summer, who makes good fanfics as well,  who guessed it was him first. Love you Summie!