Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly[Kellin Quinn/SleepingWithSirens]

Chapter 18: Those 3 words...

Alli's P.O.V

  I run upstairs and jump in the shower. When I'm done taking a shower I walk to my room to pick out an outfit. I slip into a Purple T-Shirt, black skinny jeans, and I lace up my purple converse. I stand in front of my mirror. My hair has grown a little bit since that day, and I've lost a few pounds, not that I was trying but it happened. I look at my wrists. Scars. The biggest ones from that second night with Sleeping With Sirens. I can't believe how far I've come. I smile, and its sincere now, not fake anymore. I grab my Of Mice & Men hoodie and beanie from the closet and pull both on. I then hear his car horn. My heart jumps, I get to spend time with him tonight.I haven't seen him in over two and a half weeks. I run down the stairs. On the way outside giving my dad a hug, and kiss on the cheek. "I'll see you in awhile, Daddy." I say. He smiles at me, and opens the door for me. I see Kellin standing in front of his car. He looks up at me and smiles, that gorgeous smile of his. I run to him and throw my arms around him, he spins me around. "I've missed you babe." He says. "I've missed you too." I say back. I get in the passenger seat and wave at my dad. He waves back then sticks his hands in his pockets, turns around, and goes back inside. I smile at Kellin as he laces his fingers with mine as he drives. We stay that way until we get to his house. Instead of going to RedBox we decide to watch Netflix. I climb out of the car and run to the door of his house before he can even get out. He laughs and I stick my tongue out at him. When he unlocks the door he playfully pushes me inside. He stares at me as he closes the door behind me, then walks towards me. I keep backing up teasing him. He chuckles slightly, when I stop. Then I realize I just backed up into his couch. I giggle as he gently pushes me back on it, climbing on top of me. He leans his forehead on mine, looking into my eyes. My heart pounds, the way he looks at me has always made me feel weak. He strokes my cheek lightly, then leans down pressing his lips to mine. The smell of his cologne fills my nose. I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to my body. The familiar feeling of him running his finger through my hair, makes me smile. He moves his hands over my stomach. I can tell he doesn't want to do anything I don't want to do, but its tempting him. He pulls away, disconnecting the moment. I feel a little disappointed. 

Kellin's P.O.V

   I get up off the couch, to make popcorn. I can't stop thinking about her. I honestly have really strong feelings for her. But I don't wanna do anything she doesn't want to do yet. I look at her as the popcorn is popping in the microwave. Shes beautiful. I just wanna hold her forever. I pull the popcorn out of the microwave once its done. I pour it in a bowl and set in on the coffee table. I sit next to her and she lays her head in my lap. She looks up at me and gives me a goofy look, "What we gonna watch." I chuckle. "I don't know what do you wanna watch?" I ask. "Hmm," she has a goofy thoughtful facial expression, that I love, "Maybe a scary movie?" She asks. "Okay why not, what about The Conjuring?" I suggest. "Sure." She agrees. I pick the remote up and turn the movie on. I can feel her gaze on me. I suddenly feel her hand on my cheek. I look down at her. "What are you looking at." I ask playfully, touching her hand with my own, and leaning my face into it. "Why do you treat me like I'm so special?" She questions me. I smile. "Because, your the best thing thats ever happened to me, and your beautiful." She smiles. "Really?" "Really."

Alli's P.O.V

   My face hurts I'm smiling so much. I loved what he just said to me. We aren't even watching the movie, but I can hear screaming. I'm to caught up in him to watch it. I sit up and get on his lap, straddling him. "Hey." I say. "Hi," he says back. I see his face turn red, I just made him blush. "Your blushing!" I point out. He shakes his head looking embarrased, looking down. I lift his chin up and look into his gorgeous eyes. I close my eyes, pressing my lips to his. He puts his hands on my waist, holding me in place. I cup his face with my hands making the kiss deeper. I put my hands on his chest, as he kisses me harder, placing his hand on the back of my head pulling me closer. I softly bite his bottom lip, I hear a slight moan escape his mouth. I giggle. He starts to plant soft kisses across my jawline, then he kisses my neck. My breathing becomes heavy, and I once again meet his lips with my own. I feel him start running his tongue lightly over my bottom lip, begging for entry. I accept. My feelings for him are overwhelming right now. He saved my life, found my dad, helped my singing to be discovered. He pulls away slightly, our breathing heavy, "I love you." He whispers between breaths. I smile. "I love you too." He lays me down on the couch, straddling me now. I giggle nervously. He kisses me again. I move my hands under his shirt, resting them on his bare chest. He pulls his shirt off. God, hes beautiful. He kisses my forehead, running his hand lightly acrossed my stomach. I shiver. "Do you wanna do this?" He asks quietly. The nervousness in his voice, makes me smile, because I'm not the only one that is. I can't deny him. I'm in love with him and I want him. "Yes," I manage to breath out, a little choked up. He gives me that smile, and kisses my neck. 

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