kiss?!? MIGHT DISCONTINUE I HAVE OTHER BOOKS I WANNA WORK ON

after party

gogy pov

"clay?" I asked walking into the living room

I walked over and sat next to him rubbing his back with my hand 

"clay... are you ok? what happened?" I asked lifting his chin up to my level

"I-its nothing really I'm fine" clay said wiping a tear away 

I felt so heart broken 

"clay what happened?" I looked at him shake his head and try and get "NO! TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED!.... please clay" a tear dropped from my eye 

"you didn't have to yell... but I'll tell you" he said sitting back down. I put my hand back on his back "so I had a dream where I got drunk and I passed out asking if I could stay here and when I woke up you had left medicine and water on the table and once I got up and went to leave you grabbed my waist and went to kiss me and then I woke up" 

what!?

"did you like the dream?" I said he looked at me like the fuck you mean?! "I mean the part where I grabbed y-your waist and went to kiss you"

"uhh... kinda" he whispered 

"what was that?" I knew what he said I wanted to hear him say it louder

"I LIKED IT ALRIGHT!?" he yelled

"I- im sorry clay" I said kissing him on the forehead

"w-w- why are you sor-"

"I'm not gay clay..." it got quiet

"oh... well I guess I'll go now" he said walking to the door

"never said I weren't bi" I said smirking 

"WHAT THE FUCK DUDE I-U THINK IT'S FUNNY?!" at this point im coughing from laughing so hard 

"I mean yeah it is I didnt actually think you would care if I wer- wait do u like like me?" I said practically squealing the last part 

"I-" he stuttered

"it's fine if you do" I said pulling his face close to mine

he kissed me 

"holy damn" I say pulling out of the kiss. I looked up at clay to see his face red as a tomato, I laughed 

"I-i hate you so fucking much you know that right gogy?" he said pinning me against the wall 

"c-clay I-" I hear someone knock on the door so I push dream off me and walk to the door

"hello George" it was my dad, mom, and sister and two of them were homophobic as fuck my parents were those two and my sister whole-heartedly supported me but didnt let our parents know

  **TRIGGER WARNING COMING UP: SEMI-ABUSE( like one hit to gogy), HOMOPHOBIA, F-SLUR**

" h-hi dad, mom, jade (a/n just for the story :0 ) how are you today?"

"George we heard a loud bang coming from your house while passing by are you alright?" jade asks 

"im fine jade I just.... slipped" I said looking behind me to see clay walking towards me

"hello, im guessing your Georges parents and... sister?" clay asks becoming visible 

"yes and who the fuck do u think you are you little fag boy?!" my dad yells in his face walking towards him with his "protecting" knife (clay was wearing earrings, and a pink crop-top with the bisexual flag on it since they were gonna go to a pride parade its also June)

"DAD STOP! please he's straight we were just cleaning up a bit for some other frie-" it went black the last thing I heard was "GET THE FUCK OUT OF GEORGES HOUSE YOU HOMOPHOBIC FREAKS!! George George, GEORGE GET UP PLEASE GET UP OH MY GOD OH MY GOD-" 

a/n hey guys please help me I have no idea where to go from here I have like 10 missing assignments and im bored and haven't slept in like 3 days and I can't eat so im not gonna post much more uhh but I will try so for now- cliffhanger sorry no sorry! I'm grateful fro the like 21 reads this has I know its not many but this got like 8 reads in less than a week and its been about a week and half and 21 reads.... so uhh thank you so much! have fun reading the next chapters if I have ideas from you guys I will use them so if I do feel special lmao im just kidding but no seriously please fuckin help also sorry for the homophobia im not homophobic im a prod non-binary pansexual fellow human being anyway byeee I'll try to post tomorrow with a new chapter and all that and maybe a new book cause I have like 8-9 drafts rn so I'll work on of those and post it or work on this or both sorry for the rant I get lost when writing so sorry also I might post something like ff1970 if its ok with y'all pls let me know if it is it'll be different people from the smp tho so it won't be dreamnotfound since that's everything in my drafts im gonna stop typing here and say byeee