Sweet Dreams

Special Chapter

I woke up crying again. I never knew i would this affected sa nangyari sa akin. I remember all the details ng panaginip ko. I remember the persons involved, i remember their names, i remember the setting. I remember it all.

"Honey, Xy, your eyes is so red. Have you been crying again?" my mom asked.

"I dont know mom, im always like this every morning. Nagigising ako na lumuluha na lang ako bigla. I guess, im not over with the fact that i had a dream that seems to be a reality" i said bowing down my head. Sad smile plaster on my face.

"We're here Xy, at least we are real right? I mean, we are still together despite the fact that our whole family got into an accident and we still survive all. That seems to be only a dream right? Para siyang panaginip kase buong pamilya natin yung napahamak pero buo pa rin yung pamilya natin na nakabalik? And, here we are now, complete and still happy." my brother Xavier said patting my head.

Napaisip ako, tama siya. Parang panaginip yung nangyari sa buong pamilya namin. Pero buo pa rin kami at masaya ngayon. Maybe, Im just not over the fact that akala ko totoo na yung nangyari sa panginip ko. Siguro kaya ganoon ka-smooth lang yung nangyari sa buhay ko in my dream. Kase, parang wala akong na-encounter na sobrang laking problema. Walang nangyaring masama sa pamilya namin sa panaginip ko. Parang ang saya lang namin palagi. Kaya pala, no? Kaya pala ganun kase hindi siya totoo. Minsan yung inaakala mo na totoo na pala, biglang magiging panaginip na lang.

Napapaisip nga ako eh, ano kaya kapag hindi sa amin nangyari yung aksidente? Ano kaya kapag hindi ako nanaginip ng ganon? Iba kaya ang magiging setting namin sa araw-araw? Siguro, hindi ako iiyak tuwing umaga remembering the things na hindi naman pala totoo. What will be the us right now? What will be the me right now?

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Nakatulog na naman ako. Masyado akong pagod sa maghapon kaya mabilis ako makatulog. I ended up waking up and crying again. But this time, i dont know why am i crying.

My tears continue to flow like there's no tomorrow. Why the hell am i crying?

My parents saw my state and ask me too. They also have no idea what could be the cause. My  brother also dont have any idea. It's like we are all missing something so important. All we remember is the fact that we got into an accident. My parents think that that's the reason why I'm always crying every morning who doesn't even know what was the reason.

This continue for like weeks and all of us dont know what to do anymore. Wala naman masakit sakin. Wala naman akong sakit. Ang tanging nararamdaman ko lang ay ang dibdib ko na sumisikip. Parang may kulang. Parang meron akong isang bagay na nakalimutan. Sobrang halagang bagay na gusto kong ibalik. Pero hindi ko maalala kung ano.

My mom decided na magpunta sa hospital to check my condition. We're just waiting for the results of my check up. I decided to roam around the hallway of the hospital. Naglalakad lakad lang.

Tumigil ako sa isang kwarto na bukas ang pinto. I saw someone inside. He's lying on the bed, closed eyes. Hindi ako umalis sa pinto at tinitigan lang siya. He seems so peaceful.

Then suddenly, he open his eyes, directly look at me. His brows furrowed, nagtataka siguro kung sino ako. I look at him directly in his eyes. Para bang hinahatak ako palapit sa kaniya. Para bang nadadala ako. No one's talking, just staring. It's like we know each other. Like we've been together.

I didn't realize my eyes is being teary again, then suddenly burst into crying. We are now both crying. And that time, it hit me. My heart clenched again. I know his name. I know him. I know him!

"Skai"

"Xy"

I cried more loud now. He said my name and I said his. I cant explain what I am feeling right now. Parang nabingi ako. Nahihilo ako. Sumasakit ang ulo ko. Umiikot ang paningin ko. I suddenly stumbled, nakahiga ngayon sa pintuan ng kwarto niya dito sa ospital at bago ako mawalan ng malay, all i could here is the beeping sound coming from his side.

'Doc, the patient's on flat line'

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End of special chapter.

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Charannn!! Bigla ko lang naisipan na lagyan ng SC tong story na to!! Gahahaahah! Medyo di ko feel yung naging flow ng SC but, okay na yann. Hayaan nyo na. Hindi talaga ako magaling sa paggagawa ng mga ganitong story eh. Hindi rin ako magaling sa ploting, sa flow, sa salitaan ng characters. Ganunn, so baree withh mee pleasee!!

Anyways, thank you for reading this story. And for those who are an aspiring writers, keep it up. Im sure, gagaling kayo, magi-improve kayo sa pagsusulat nyo and makikilala sa buong mundo ang gawa nyo. So, continue fighting 'til we reach our dreams!!

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Byeeeeeee!!! See you when we have the chance!!