When my mom was about to give birth my parents got into a really bad accident on their way to the hospital. The doctors were able to save me, but my mom and dad ended up passing away. So, I've always been alone and I've always been ok with that...that is until recently. It was a few weeks ago, at the beginning of freshman year, when I met Sasuke and Sakura. I met Sasuke in biology he was super quiet, but chill and easy to talk to. I met Sakura in Drama. She was the total opposite, super loud, and very outgoing. She decided to spend lunch with me (I don't know why). We were just walking around the campus when we ran into Sasuke.
"Hey, Sasuke!" I yelled with way too much excitement in my voice.
"Whats up"
"wanna walk around with us :)"
"sure nothin better to do."
I introduced him to sakura and I could tell he was a bit irritated with her loud personality, but by the time lunch had come to an end we had all got quite comfortable with each other. The bell rang and we all headed our separate ways for the time being.
Now, after all these weeks of hanging out we had all become really good friends. I'm scared though. I don't think they would still be friends with me if they knew about all my problems. I wish I could tell them, but they would just think I was a freak and I really don't want to loose them. Especially Sasuke. Lately I've been feeling....Things....for him. I don't know exactly what those things are, though. Eh, whatever it doesn't really matter.
~It's Saturday~
Sakura asked me if I wanted to go to the amusement park with Sasuke and her I said ya, but to be honest I haven't felt the best lately. My depression has gotten worse and I'm not even getting out of bed. Well no matter worrying about it now I just gotta put on a smile for a few hours. So I put on my outfit and went out.
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~these are their outfits:)~minus the bags~
When I got there I put on a big smile and went up to them. I looked at Sasuke and DAMN HE LOOKED H-...NOOO anyways he looked good. We went on a few rollercoasters which really made me wanna through up considering I haven't ate in a few days. After the 4th ride I told them I had to pee and ran to the restroom. I made sure no one was in there and locked the door. I went into the restroom and locked the stall. After vomiting two or three times I flushed the toilet and washed my hands, avoiding the mirror at all costs. When I open the door I see Sasuke standing there looking confused. I guess he could hear me vomiting. I put on a smile.
"Whats wrong?"
"Are you alright,"he said sounding concerned
"Everything is ok, now let's go," I tried to walk away, but he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a hug.
It took me a while to speak, since I had never been hugged like this before. "I'm fine. I don't know what you're talking about." I replied, smiling and trying not to cry or show any sadness. I knew if he really found out about everything, my cutting, not eating, and panic attacks, he would think I was weird.
"Then why did I hear vomiting in there?" I could hear the disappointment in his voice it made me want to cry, but I couldn't. I had to suck it up. I should've been more careful. I'll just have to pay for it later.
"It was another person." I said laughing. I could tell he didn't believe me, but I can't think of a better lie so oh well.
"Look if you were sick you should've just said so."
I was so relieved, all I could do was let out a little laugh.
"I'll walk you home and just tell Sakura what happened."
SOO that's then end of the first chapter :) this is my first time writing a story so feel free to criticize anything and everything. Hope you like it. Idk when the next parts will come out, but it shouldn't be that long lol. Anyways BYEEEE
