INEVITABLE | JM

chapter. 23

your name

Yesterday was awesome. I didn't think that my birthday would turn out this good. I finally got to see my friends again, which honestly made me so happy. I'm so grateful for Jimin. Without him, all of this wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't feel happy if I didn't know him. "Good morning, bub," I turn around only to see Jimin looking at me all lovingly. "Good morning, Chim," I kiss the tip of this nose, making him chuckle. Jimin holds onto my waist and pulls me closer to him.

"How was yesterday, hm? Did you enjoy your birthday, honey?" I nod slightly as Jimin curves a small smile. I rest my head on his bare chest. "Thank you, Jiminie. I'm so grateful for what you've done. I can't thank you enough..." I say and lift my head up a bit to look at him. "How can I pay you back?" I ask with big doe eyes. Jimin sits up and rests his head on the board. "You know how you can pay me back, baby girl," I curve a light smirk as he says that. I know what he wants. I pull the blanket away and throw it on the edge of the bed. I crawl towards his shorts and take them off of him, revealing his hard and erected dick.

I throw the shorts on the floor and get between Jimin's legs. "Go on, baby. Show daddy what a slut you are for him," he demands. He's so fucking hot. I put my hands around his erection and pump his shaft a few times, making him groan out of pleasure. "B-Baby!" I chuckle. I lower my head and start sucking him off, licking and tasting him. I swirl my tongue around it and massage his balls. "You're so fucking good at this, holy shit!" His dick twitches before he releases, filling my mouth with his cum. He tastes so sweet. So good. I swallow the white liquid. "You did so well, princess," I smile. "Thanks, Jiminie!"

"I'll see you after work, babe," Jimin walks out of my apartment and closes the door behind him. I sigh. I go up to my bedroom and start searching for my key. I need to see if I got any posts. It's been so long since I opened the tray in which the posts are. I wonder how many I have now. I take the key from my desk and make my way downstairs. Before I open the front door, I put on my slippers and walk out of my apartment.

It's been already 3 months since Jimin and I got into a relationship. I don't know how but he always manages to make me feel secure and loved. There were a lot of misunderstandings between us, a lot of times. But that's what makes our bond even stronger. We hold onto each other and love one another.

I stick the key into the lock and turn it to open the small tray in which posts await me. As I open it, many and many posts start falling onto the ground, making my eyes widen. I really should check the tray more often! I crouch down and pick all of them up. I close the tray and lock it before I make my way into my apartment again.

I'm on my bed, checking all the letters. Most of them are birthday gifts, like money or vouchers. But one of them catches my attention instantly. The letter doesn't have anything special on it like, money or anything else. It's just a long text. After I see who sent me the letter, my eyes widen. Kim Namjoon. My lips part as I read the letter

Hey Y/N,

I wanted to apologize, for what happened. I shouldn't have done that. That was one of the biggest mistakes I ever did in my life. I regret what I did. I really do. I didn't want to do it. I loved you, for so long. Since the day, you stepped into the company. I just couldn't take my eyes off you. I wanted to impress you with my grades, with my mind, and my gestures and words. I remember the first time we talked. It was awesome. Our conversations meant so much to me. I miss you Y/N, I really do. It's not like I wanted to. I was forced to do that to you and CEO Park. The person who forced me to do that is Alexander McMurphy. He threatened me. He said he'd kill me if I didn't do that. He's one of the most powerful men in England. He'd also find out about me writing this letter for you.

Anyway, I couldn't forget about what I did. I was forced to do that, but still. I might be already dead when you read this. Please don't forget, that I love you. I love you forever and I wish you and Mr. Park all the best. Take care and happy birthday.

sincerely yours,

Kim Namjoon

Without realizing it tears already made their way out of my puffy yet red eyes. Namjoon can't be dead. I start sobbing as I hold the letter onto my chest. "N-Namjoon!" I sob. I fall on my back and keep sobbing. More and more tears start flowing as my heart races like it needs to win a marathon. I can't believe this. Namjoon can't be dead.

Hey guys,

I'm so sorry for this short chapter. I've been feeling like shit lately. My mom has Covid and infected me and my siblings as well, which means that I have lots of headaches and dizziness. I feel so tired and I might not be able to publish chapters every day, but I'll try to. The chapters might not be that long though. I hope that's okay. Have a great day and please take corona seriously. This pandemic is not a joke.

- R.P