INEVITABLE | JM

chapter. 35

your name

"Today was pretty, fun," I smile and put down the cup filled with coffee on the table. After 3 hours of shopping, Natalie and I decided to go to a café and just chill and talk about stuff. "True," She agrees before she takes a sip of her own drink. She places the white cup on the table. "Anyway..." She speaks up and takes her phone in her hand, doing whatever she's doing as she stares at her screen. "Tae and Jimin are coming," Jimin has been so hard-working these days. I honestly feel so proud of him and I hope that when he arrives here, that he'll enjoy some of his free time. I can't wait to hug him and tell him that. I flash her a soft smile as she says that. "Hey, Y/N," Natalie begins talking again after placing her phone next to the cup filled with coffee. I lightly raise my brows, gesturing her to continue as she does so. "Do you maybe know anything about Tae's past? I don't want to bring drama up or anything. I just want to find out more about him and whenever I ask him to tell something, he tries to make me forget about the questions I have," She says and runs her nail over the upper area of her cup. "I can do that, but, promise me you won't tell him I told you, okay?" I say, eagerly. She smiles and nods. "Well, he had a wife who he accidentally got pregnant, with two kids. He cheated on her though," I won't ever tell her that he cheated on me with his wife, that'd just break her heart and the friendship we have.

Natalie continues on carefully listening, not asking whom he cheated on with, which makes me mentally sigh out of relief. "He divorced her because he knew he already fucked up his marriage through cheating-" I can't talk any further as she cuts me off. "Do you think he'll do the same with me?" She asks me and I can see the worry in her eyes as well as fear. My eyes soften at the sight. "No. Never. He regretted it so damn hard. He's actually so lucky to have such a gorgeous and precious woman like you, Nattie. He'd never do the same mistake again. Don't think so much about it, okay? And we'll make sure to whoop his ass if he hurts you," I take her hand in mine as I intertwine her fingers with mine as she slightly nods. "Thanks, Y/N. You're a good friend,"

"What's up ladies," I hear the familiar voice of my boyfriend appearing making me instantly turn around and let go of Nattie's hand. "Jimin!" I get up from my chair and rush over to him as I wrap my arms around his muscular body. His scent fills my nose, which immediately makes my cheeks turn into a baby pink color. I pull away from him and turn around. "Hey, baby," I hear Taehyung who's now hugging Natalie, who's smiling happily at the sight of her boyfriend. "Where do you guys want to go?" Jimin takes my hand in his as we approach the couple. "We should definitely go to the harbor," Taehyung responds and glances at Nattie, who's blushing. The four of us split as we're now about 10 meters apart while we're holding hands and walking by the side of the harbor.

natalie anderson

I stop walking and hold Taehyung back from continuing on marching further. He turns around and lightly frowns. "Is something wrong, babe?" He asks me and approaches me closer as he's now holding both of my hands in his. I then remember what Y/N had told an hour ago and it honestly breaks my heart. He went through so much pain. I can't believe this actually happened to him.

We both rest our foreheads against one another as I place my arms over his broad shoulders as the night sky makes this moment even more special. I love this man with my whole heart. His playful and joyful character. The sometimes cold and pissed Taehyung - everything about him is just perfect. I might have seen his kids and I already suspected that he might have a wife before, but I didn't really get to know the whole story behind all of this. It's obviously making my heart ache. "I love you so much," I confess as I look n his beautiful full lips. "I love you so much, Taehyung. You can always talk to me, no matter what happens," I clear it all out for him.

"I can sense that you went through already so much pain and the whole drama you told me about - all of that must've been so hard for you, baby. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you a bit earlier," Tears flow down my cheeks, one by one. The male cups my face and suddenly smashes his lips on mine, kissing me passionately. "I love you too, Natalie," He pecks the tip of my nose, making me giggle at the cute action. "I'm so lucky to have you by my side. You're my woman, you know that right?"

park jimin

We both are silent walking on the sidewalk by the harbor as Y/N is totally focused on it while I'm not. All I can think about is her. The moments we had, the tragedy we both had to go through so many times and we finally made it out of there: healthy and cheerfully. I take a glance at her while she's still looking at the big blue surface. A smile suddenly forms on my lips. Her hair looks so soft and beautiful right now, it makes me want to run my hands through her hair, only to hear her laugh and smile. I wish I had bought Junseo with us, she might've been happier than she already is but he's currently enjoying his time with Jiyoo and her boyfriend, Cyril - or is he her husband? I don't know, I totally forgot about that. "Hey, Jimin," I suddenly hear her speak up, making my thoughts instantly disappear in a flash. "Yes?" I ask her and caress her hand with my thumb. "Do you know what we both have in common?" She asks me and now looks up at me. We both stop walking as her body is now facing mine and she's gently holding both of my hands. "What is it?" I ask her, still keeping a straight face.

She starts grazing her thumbs over my hands and looks down at them before she lifts her head again and looks me deep but lovely in the eyes. "We both don't know what trust actually is," She stops talking and looks down again. "Well, we didn't know what it is, not until you hired me as the babysitter for Junseo," She says and looks at me again. She's right. I never really got to experience the real and total meaning of love. Even if I was in a relationship with Jiyoo - all she did was playing her games and cheating on me but that's the past now. Y/N is different from other girls. She isn't standing here, telling me stuff I didn't actually know about earlier, only to have sex with me later. No, she wants to tell me, how much of a connection we both have, and how we didn't know about that before.

"My mind and my heart..." I pause for a moment as her eyes slightly widen a bit, looking curious about what I want to say. "They are both filled with you, Y/N," I confess and look her deep in the eyes as a typical warm feeling slowly covers my heart. I feel so loved by her. I want her to feel the same. "I love you more than these three words can ever describe," I tell her, making me smile softly. "I love you so much, Y/N," I tell her. "I love you," The smaller girl gets on her tippy toes and pecks my kiss, but that isn't enough for me. "I love you too, Jimin," I just keep staring at her, admiring all of her features and perfections. I gently cup her face in my hands and kiss her on the lips as she kisses me back. I love you.