What if you met someone that can break the ice in your heart.
What if you met someone and you fall in love with her instantly.
And what if you knew that the woman you are crazy about is destined to marry you.
But are you ready to marry a woman you d...
I don't want to disappoint my parents, but i also don't want Gab to be ashamed, that's why i-i just nod my head while tears streaming down my face. Some may think that it's tears of joy, but i know that these tears are because I'm not ready yet but i don't want to disappoint anyone.
Gab put the ring on my ring finger then he stands up to hug me and kissed my forehead that gained a round of applause to every visitors in this party.
"Thank you for accepting my marriage proposal thank you so much". That's what he said before he kissed my forehead again and helped me to go down so we can greet all the visitors.
We visited each table and greet them of course fake smile is plastered on my face cause i don't want them to look at Gab like it's just him who liked this and i know that Gab is also not agreeing on this and like me he can't do anything but to follow our parents.
Hours passed and all that we do is to greet all the guest and have a chitchat with them, until the party ends and they starts to leave.
"WHAT I'M GOING TO MARRY HIM?." I asked my parents after the dinner party we're at my Dad's office all the visitors are already gone because the party's over.
"What's the problem sweetie?? You're already in a relationship with him right. My mom said.
"Yeah but i think it's so fast we've just met a few years ago." I said.
"So what's the problem with that?? He already agreed to it, i don't know what's your problem. Mom said it's just me and my Mom who's talking because Dad's just seating in his chair while listening to us .
"WHAT HE ALREADY AGREED? I asked shocked because i feel like it's just me who feels that this is so sudden.
"Well yes sweetie that's why i don't know why you're acting like that." Mom said.
I was shocked that he agreed i thought we have the same thoughts about this marriage but i think i was wrong and i think i need to talk to him about this.
While on my way to my room that's all that I've been thinking why did he agreed doesn't he think that this marriage is so fast for us?.
Its really bothering me that even on my sleep that's what I'm thinking i don't know how to approach him about this without hurting him.
Morning came and I'm still thinking how to ask him why he agreed without hurting him and sounding like i don't want to marry him i want to marry him bit this is so fast and my life is still messy until now i don't want to drag him to my messy life.
I went down to eat breakfast when i saw him seating on our sala.
" Hey your so early have you eaten?". I asked him.
"Not yet i was waiting for you so we can eat together." He said.
"Ok lets eat i also want to discuss something to you but we can do that after we eat." I said before i start walking to go to our dining.
My parents aren't here anymore because it's already 10 AM and they need to go to work so when we're already inside we started eating and just chitchat about the party and the gifts that i got specially the gift that he have me is a necklace with a heart pendant and he said that It's a couple necklace cause the key is in his necklace.
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It's very beautiful gift and i liked it a lot.
"By the way where's your ring?". He asked before he take a glance at my hand.
"It's in my room i forgot to wear it after i washed my face earlier I'm sorry." I said.
"Its fine just don't forget to wear it next time." He answered and chew his food.
We finished eating while talking about anything that we can think about and i decided that we talked outside tje house on our poolside.
We sat on the sun lounger while looking at each other here in our poolside.
"I don't know how to start in a way that i won't offend you." I honestly said.
"It's okay just tell me your problem, I'll try to understand." He said.
"Mom said you agreed on the marriage, but Why? Don't you think it's too fast for our relationship we just met and yet we're already engaged." I said while playing with the straw of the juice that Manang gave me cause i can't look at him i don't want to see his reaction while I'm asking about it.
"Why don't you want to marry me?". He asked.
"No it's not that it's just that don't you think it's too fast for us to get married." I answered.
"That's why the marriage is scheduled next year, and about your question earlier i agreed cause even when i was young my Mom always telling me that someday I'm going to marry the heiress of the Lim. And that's you i haven't met you that time but in my mind i know that someday we'll get married, and I'm eager to marry you now cause we're already in a relationship and i love you so i think there's nothing wrong with that." He said. " But if you still don't want to marry next year then we just need to talk to our parents to reschedule our wedding whenever you're ready." He added.
That made me think yes i love him but it's not enough for us to get married besides my life is messy. And dangerous as of this moment and i don't want to drag him to my dangerous life, but i can't tell him that cause he will just ask me why is my life dangerous and I'm not ready yet to tell it to him so i guess all i can do is wait and tell them that I'm not yet ready to get married i hope they'll understand and allow us to move the date of our marriage until i finished what I'm doing.
Cause honestly i don't know what to do if the won't allow me to reschedule our wedding next year.
I need to think of ways on how to aske them to reschedule our wedding without telling them the real reason behind it.
After that talk we decided to go back inside and just watch movie in my room while eating snacks and talking about how our days went by.
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