"I always thought that being on Total drama would change my life, but in reality it made it worse. Before Total Drama I was a fun, chill guy who just liked making music for fun but now, I feel pressured every day to meet the needs of what the contract wants. The total drama brothers were the only thing KEEPING me on that show during total drama world tour. Seeing Gwen had me, well heartbroken. Then when she had that kiss with douchebag Duncan I was enraged. But I couldn't do anything, she wasn't my girlfriend anymore. So yeah my Total Drama life made everything worse. There was always one constant thought, Cody. Now I know it seems weird being friends with a guy who tried to get with my girlfriend over and over again but hey, he's pretty cool after all. We would normally meet up a lot during action and we would also hang out after he was eliminated from world tour. We definitely grew closer as the seasons changed and as the months went on. We grew so close that me Cody and the other drama brothers got our own apartment together! It's nice, sometimes can be a little bit of a pig style but hey, we make do. Sometimes me and Cody like to watch movies together or go out for coffee together, and all together we have a fun time. Oh?! You heard rumors that we're dating? No way! We're both straight, haha no homo here. Is this interview over? Me and Cody wanted to rent a movie or two or just hang out ya know. Oh it is? Alright well bye!"
I leave that wretched interview, why would they think that I, Trent would date Cody- no way that's just- eww. I walk into our apartment and see Cody sitting on the couch so I plop myself right next to him,
"hey code, what's up?" I say as I take a piece of popcorn from his bowl,
"oh nothing, just watching some tv! You know what I always wanted to do?" He says almost standing up from excitement,
"what?" I say lunging back.
"Learn how to play guitar! Can you teach me please please please!" He says leaning into me, for a moment I Stare into his blue eyes, I almost get lost in them, but I snap back in an instant,
"Yeah I can teach you!" I get up off of the couch and go to grab my guitar, "so guitar is really easy once you understand how to play the first main cords" me and Cody continue to practice for almost 3 hours straight and I can't stop looking at him, his soft brown hair, his beautiful blue eyes, it's like all of his features are sucking me in. NO Trent you are not gay, you don't like Cody that reporter just got to you.
"I'll be right back Cody, just continue those 3 cords" I walk into the bathroom and splash my face with water.
"You do NOT like Cody!" I say as little affirmations to myself in the mirror. This dumb ass reporter just put a stupid idea in my head, and it's festering in my mind. Cody and I are just friends. I wipe my face with a towel and walk back out to the living room where Cody is playing guitar.
"Wow you learn fast!" I say nodding my head to the tune he is playing.
"What can I say, when I want to impress someone I learn quickly" he says strumming the strings.
"You want to.. impress me?" I look to the side afraid to look in his eyes.
"Well of course! You're an amazing guitarist I want to be as good as you someday!" He says excited, but for me.. well I was expecting a different response. Fuck! Trent stop it stop it stop it!
"I- I uh I'm really tired from that interview we can practice more tomorrow! If that's okay, I just really need some sleep haha" that was the worst excuse EVER, but I can't go back on my word. I run into my room and lock the door, afraid of my own emotions.
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Not So Different - A Trody Fanfic
RandomTrent a guitarist fighting his fears of dating a guy, a guy in his own boy band.
