Trent.. loved me? It seemed so odd, so out of the ordinary. It couldn't be true I mean, he isn't gay. My guess is that he knew somehow that I was bi and thought, "maybe I could experiment" but Trent would never do that, he is way too nice! But- he loves me, it sounded so sincere and so true but if I'm being honest I didn't want to rush into anything! The guy didn't sleep for HOURS I didn't want this to be some crazy sleep deprivation hallucination, he probably thought I was Gwen! That's it! I'm so dumb to think that Trent could even be gay! Man oh man we are going to have such a good laugh when he finally gets some sleep in. Imagine being so tired you mistake your best bud for your ex girlfriend, man that is hilarious! I can't wait to tell him I mean, he will love to hear it.
**THE NEXT DAY**
I wake up and check my phone, 6:34 am, way too early for me to be up. I end up tossing and turning in my bed until I decide enough is enough and to just get out of bed. I grab a hoodie of mine and throw it on quickly, no one should be up by now but I'd rather be safe then sorry. I walk out into the kitchen and start making a pot of coffee, while I wait my eyes are immediately drawn to Trent guitar, perfectly propped on its little stand. I grab it and sit on the couch and strum.
"What's up?" Trent says walking towards the couch.
"Oh nothing just y'know strumming away" I quickly play a cord,
"That sounds almost right.. hold on" he gets up and starts positioning my hands on the correct strings, "there, try it now" I strum and it sounds great.
"So about yesterday.. listen next time you have a hallucination about Gwen at least don't tell me 'I love you' okay?" I say.
"Oh haha yeah, sorry about that, I was just uhh, I was just really tired ya know?" He gets up, of course I had to make things awkward.
"Yeah... sorry for bringing it up, at least now we can forget all about it!" I say grabbing coffee, though deep in my mind, I didn't want to forget.
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Not So Different - A Trody Fanfic
De TodoTrent a guitarist fighting his fears of dating a guy, a guy in his own boy band.