Just Call Our Name

Hang In There Love

"Wwhhaattt do you mean I have leukemia?"

I lost all train of thought, my mind was swirling then I just gave into the darkness.

When I woke I was in the car, he tried to hide it but when I looked over at Toby I could see the tear stains on his cheek.

"I'm going out". I stated "drop me of at Hanna and Caleb's".

"Spence" he tried

No Toby stop,okay I just need a night to myself".

He nodded his head and was silent the rest of the way.

He grabbed my hand.

"What". I said flatly.

"Hang in there love".

I gave him a weak smile.

I was not planning on watching a movie with Han tonight  I wanted to have fun, fun was Hanna Marin's middle name.

"Spence!" Han greeted me at the door.

"Come on Han I want to have some fun!"

"You came to the right place fun's my middle name". She smiled brightly, she could melt the sun with that smile.

Toby's pov

I was so worried about Spencer she seemed devastated and utterly terrified at the same time.

I felt my phone buzz, it was Caleb.

Crap, no, please no.

"Ha oh Toby, you should probably come get Spence she's umm a little crazy she's mumbling about she's going to die. She's kind of sobbing in Hanna lap.

Tobes I PROMISE she didn't even have that much to drink.

"Say no more I'm coming".

Spencer should not be drinking at all this was my fault I shouldn't have said she could go. I should be there to comfort her. Spencer has already given up hope she was saying she was going to die.