nightmare back in time!

chapter 1

it was another day of misery if only I had been a better brother and not such a coward maybe dream would have known and then he could have helped me with the balance but I was to absorbed in my own self pity to see all the options I had now I've lost everything my brother my friends and my family all because of my stupidity and ink. I had a burning hatred for ink and although it may not be his fault due to his lack of soul and him believing he was doing the right thing I had no one else to blame for this but myself and although this is selfish I do not want to drown in self hatred. I decided to not take revenge for there deaths because that would be selfish and he is suffering himself due to losing the only person he could care about because of dreams aura because he had to save me so he probably hated me more than I hated him. I was so tired so done with this reality so done with my stupid and cowardly ways if I could go back, back before all this began before the apples before I lied to my brother about my well being I would do anything to do so if not only to make up for causing my brother to suffer but to also be a better friend than I had been to my gang and help them through there hardships so they will never have to suffer again. actually if I could find a way to save all the AUs from resets and all the murder I would do that too because every sans in this god forsaken multiverse are suffering wether there suffering more is irrelevant they are all in there own personal hell having to watch everyone they care about die over and over and then told it was wrong to seek vengeance or comfort of any kind because they were the judge and they were suppose to never make a mistake in someone's judgment causing a lot of stress and when they had the chance to blame someone for all there torment they took it and I don't blame them having to keep all negative emotions locked inside to keep others happy took a tole on all of them. so I don't blame them for pushing all the blame on me the so called villain they had no other choice it was the only way to keep most happy and that's what sanses want most in the multiverse its also why most of them make jokes to make others happy even at there own cost most sanses even in other roles have the nasty habit of keeping there feelings locked inside even if its unhealthy. I just wish I understood this before but with a hundred years of thought I finally understood there torment and pain and I regret it so much if only I could go back and fix my horribly stupid actions. but that's just a pipe dream that will never happen Iv'e studied all I can on space and time and there is no possible way to reverse it. 

then as I sat in my castle in my dark thrown room I heard a spark in the room I have reserved for my time traveling device that I had given up on and labeled it a failure and then I heard an explosion and then everything went black.

I woke up in an extremely lavish land so beautiful and it looked just like my old universe along with the tree I was laying on. but that's impossible I destroyed my world a long time ago someone must be pranking me though the only person left in the multiverse who has the guts to do that would be ink and he has the ability to create worlds but why would he create Dreamtale he never even saw it before it was destroyed so how did he know what it looked like? with suspicion I looked at the multiverses codes trying to see were I was looking at code was something error taught me and it was incredibly useful. when I looked at the code the multiverse only had a few AUs like undertale, Dreamtale and other originals ink did not create. the multiverse was at the state it was before ink started creating actually before he new he had the power so does this mean I went back in time!? I looked around and saw dream heading this way with his "friends" and I decided I was going to make up for all the mistakes I had made here and now and though I could not see my gang until there Universes were created I would wait as long as it took to see them again. 

"brother look what (villager name here) made for my birthday what do you think do you like it?" dream asked expectingly in his hand he held a pin made to look like the sun it was beautifully made and the color scheme was really good a beautiful gold and yellow. 

"yes dream I do like it its beautiful." I said telling the absolute truth even though one of my past bullies made it I would not lie it was really well crafted.

the villagers behind dream sneered not loud enough for dream to hear but enough for me together the message they did not care for my opinion nor did they particularly like my being here but I did not care I was stronger now even if I did not keep my old power I had experience I could fend for myself so I ignored them which they did not like.

"come on dream lets get out of here." one of my brothers "friends" said.

"wait!" dream said in a hurry. "here I got you something its your birthday too but you did not get anything from anyone so I got you this!" dream said cheerfully holding out a beautifully made cape. it was something I remembered dream try to give on my birthday but I did not want dream to think the villagers did not give me anything when he got so much from the villagers and feel guilty so I did not take the present and pretended that I declined quite a few presents and did not wish for a birthday present. It made him sad for a while and I regretted it but he already got rid of the cape so I could no longer ask for it back but this time I would except it even if the villagers are glaring at me clearly trying to tell me not to. I took the cape and smiled."thanks dream I really appreciate it I did not think I was going to get anything for my birthday." I said happily putting the cape on. 

dream left with his followers and because they were so busy trying to explain why they broke there promise to give me a present as well because it was my birthday too it became dark before they could come and try to beat me up. I took this time before dream got here to check my states wanting to see if there was any difference.

nightmare sans

hp: ???? (hidden: 9,000,000,000)     hp stands for hope or health points 

mp:???? (hidden: 9,000,000,000)     mp stands for magic points 

st: ???? (hidden: infinity)                      st stands for stamina 

int: 1,000,000                                               int stands for intelligence 

str: ???? (hidden: 9,000,000,000)      str stands for strength 

is sort of confused on how he went back in time but is going with it (hidden)

has the ability to now go back and forth between corrupted form and passive form and has different powers in each form

is the god of negativity posing as the guardian of negativity. 

ok so now my states are not only impossibly high but I can go back and for between forms? isn't this too much power what if it gets to my head? and holy smokes my stamina and well all my States are going to give people heart attacks or uh soul attacks good thing most of the things I don't want people to see are hidden but still I need to be carful especially with strength I could kill someone with a flick *shudder* not something I want to ever go through by accident.

well it seems dream won't be coming to the tree tonight must be having a sleep over guess its time to hit the hay. and then I fell into a peaceful dream of the person having the nightmare  running for there life hehe I used to hate having to watch others nightmares but now they are just the funniest thing I mean look at him he's just standing there waiting for the killer to kill him I mean if you value your life run you idiot jeez whatever. after finishing my nightly duty of giving nightmares I fell asleep for real this time watching as everything slowly turned in to black nothing ness and sleeping the most peaceful sleep I ever had knowing that I finally have a chance to fix my mistakes.