euphoria imagines

the picture: kat hernandez

kat never really knew when she fell in love with y/n

the two girls were always there for each other through everything

she didn't mention or even acknowledge her sudden weight gain, only gave her the biggest 'welcome home' hug

and it was y/n she went to after her break up with daniel and cried into her shoulder for hours on end

kat never took y/n out of the picture, nor did she want to. the day she met jules, she introduced her to y/n. 

y/n was told everything that kat was going through, about her never having sex, her and maddy's latest blowout, ect. 

kat didn't realize she took y/n out of the picture until after mckay's party and the leaked tape. sure, y/n knew about all that shit, but it scared kat.

y/n knew it scared her and let her have her boundaries. because of those boundaries, kat started to keep secrets, the first being her new 'job'

y/n was certainly confused by kat's new demeanor (not that she didn't like it. kat was growing up to be a gorgeous and confident woman. this 'job just gave her the final push). she quickly understood that she needed time to show her the picture again

kat realized with all the time she had without y/n (and set aside for her clients) that it was nice to hide the picture for once. it was exciting keeping a secret.

she knew she definitely fell in lust with her on halloween.

 applying her makeup, she talks to the changing girl, "yeah, so this guy claimed that his dick was as big as a lube bottle on his tinder profile"

she heard y/n groan and could envision her wrinkling her nose in distaste, making her smile, "please tell me you swiped left, kat."

"don't worry y/n/n, i did."

"why are you all of a sudden so interested in hookups? i mean, i know mckay's party impacted you, but i didn't think like that!"

kat laughed, "i dunno, i just found confidence after losing it."

"said the non-virgin to the virgin." y/n mumbled making kat laugh again, "hey, what do you think?"

kat turned around to see her best friend in a tight yellow pleather jumpsuit reminiscent of the bride from killbill. 

kat's mouth popped open, astonished. yeah, she knew that her best friend had a body, but she hid it with baggy clothes. jesus, she needed to start wearing more tight clothes!

kat's demeanor changed just for a second. she envisioned herself and y/n in the halls of east highland holding hands just like her and daniel did back in the sixth grade. she imagined herself being pushed up against the wall by y/n, wanting to lose her virginity to her

but, she came back to her senses. y/n meant so much to her. she didn't want to jeopardize her friendship with her because of a few simple thoughts from her fangirlish head. she'd already mapped out tonight in her head. just a hookup or two, that's all

"if you don't get laid tonight, i don't know what to do with you anymore."

this made the tall girl laugh and smile at her, "gee, thanks kat."

"i'm serious! why have you been hiding in your cocoon for this long?"

"because maddy made me. i lost a bet with her."

kat wanted to bless maddy with a thousand, no, a million praises and blessings

"c'mon thana, we don't have all night." y/n said, referencing her costume, her glossed lips smiling as she started to walk out.

*****

y/n had to admit that kat looked drop dead gorgeous in her red number at the formal, "nice bangs, hernandez"

kat let out a breath she was holding before turning to face y/n who looked fucking stunning in a black two piece jumpsuit, showing off her figure and the plane of her stomach. her makeup looked like a rising sun, and made her eyes pop. 

i think this is the part where kat fell in love with her

"i-you look amazing."

y/n's glossed lips quirked upward, showing some of her pearly whites, "thank you. you look pretty badass yourself."

kat looked down at her ensemble and chuckled, "thanks."

"d'you wanna dance?"

and this was when she understood, that she wanted to ruin this friendship, at least for one kiss

kat looked up to the girl with sparkling eyes, "yeah, sure."

*

"hey y/n"

the girl opened her eyes to look at her friend. her vision was slightly blurry for a second, then saw kat looking at her. her neck was filled with dark bruises leading to her chest, though the blanket obscured them. y/n was sure hers was worse

"yeah kat?"

"i haven't been honest with you lately."

"what is it kat?"

she took a deep breath, "ive-been-paid-for-dominatrixing-with-really-old-guys-online-for-the-past-few-weeks-and-thats-where-im-getting-all-this-money-from-and-its-because-of-that-stupid-tape-and-im-sorry-i-haven't-been-honest."

y/n blinked and took it all in. kat's been sexting with old guys, and getting paid for it?

sweet jesus.

"i mean..." she let out a breath as kat waited for her response in anticipation, "how big are their dicks?"

kat looked at her for a split second and let out a belly laugh, "oh, god, one of the guys, his is so tiny!"

y/n let out a laugh too, "jesus kat. i mean, i support all of your decisions and shit, but seriously?"

"i mean, i'm getting paid good!"

"i'd expect so if that dude does have a tiny dick!"

both girls fell into another bout of laughter

"hey kat?"

she looked at the girl, "yeah?"

"can we keep doing this? like... the sex? i really liked it."

kat blinked, "no, yeah, for sure." if this was as close as it was to being a relationship, then so be it

"i mean, like, could we keep doing the sex, like as a couple. if you swing that way, of course, we could just keep doing the sex part without being a couple!"

kat smiled an almost cheshire grin, "no, i'd love to! like, the sex and being a couple!"

"really?"

kat only nodded, biting her lower lip to hold her excited smile

y/n let out a tiny giggle with a little 'yay!' before pulling kat up and bringing her into a kiss

yeah, kat was totally in love with her.