I woke up around 5am and threw up. I had a massive headache and went to take my pills. I took Advil, the baby pills, and special pain pills. I took a shower since I didn't take one last night. I did my best to stay quiet so I wouldn't encounter another rape. When I finished, I just air dried my hair until my parents left. They usually leave 6 or after that for their job. I sat in my room texting Jake. My parents slipped out of the house and I went to dry my hair. I let my wavy hair go and went to change. I didn't feel sleepy anymore so I texted Jake.
Izzy- I don't feel good.
Jake- Why ?
Izzy- I dunno.
Jake- Skip school.
Izzy- I dunno, my parents might get mad.
Jake- Then stay in the nurses room. I'll take care of you (:
Izzy- Awh. Thanks Jake (:
Jake- I'll always be there for you Iz.
Izzy- Yay !
Jake- Weiiiiird.
Izzy- Yeah, you're weird too.
Jake- I like being weird.
Izzy- Good.
I picked out an outfit that would match Jake's, since he asked. He said he would wear a white v-neck with a light blue button up with skinny jeans. I just wore a blue v-neck cardigan with white jeans, it was close enough. I actually had time to have a good breakfast. I made pancakes with scrambled eggs and sausages. I sat in peace eating food, while texting Jake. I wish I had a perfect life like Jenna's. Well I am, so that's good. When I told Jake the news, he was so happy and which made it even more better, their parents said yes. I smiled to myself. I cleaned up the dishes and table and got ready for school. I got to the bus stop and the bus came like 2 minutes later. She looked at me and asked, "No food Izzy ?" I replied, "Nah, but I brought a poptart. Want it ?" "No, thank you." "Are you sure ?" She smiled, "No. I'll take it. Thank you." I handed it to her and smiled. Once we got to school, I immediately went to find Jake. I got my eyes covered, "Hi beautiful." I smiled, "Jake ?" "Ha, you wish." I got scared and pulled away. I turned around to see his face and it was Matt. "What. Do. You. Want." He grinned, "You." "Leave me alone." I went to walk away but he grabbed me. He pushed me against a wall and went in for a kiss. I struggled to not kiss him but he pressed his lips on mine. I did my best to put my lips in my mouth. I struggled to get out of his grip but I was weak, so I pushed my lips out and bit him. He backed away and was about to punch me until a person grabbed his wrist and pushed him away. I couldn't see well since I teared up but it was Crawford and he comforted me. "It's okay Izzy, I got you." I sucked up the tears, "Thank you." "No problem." he smiled. I gave him a hug until Jake came and saw me. I whispered to Crawford, "Don't tell anyone." He nodded to signal that he wouldn't and Jake and I went to my locker. "What was that about ?" he asked. I tried to avoid eye contact, "His little secret." "Oh okay. Let's go babe" I smiled and he walked me to my first class. The whole day was fine until I was starving in 3rd period and them the fire alarm rang. I was so mad, I wanted food. The school piled outside and Jenna and I went to find Jake and his friends. When Matt was with them, I stuck by Jake's side at all times. "Awh, you two match !" Jenna said all happy like, "That's so cute !" I blushed and sat on Jake's lap. While the firefighters came and did their job, the teachers were talking about how Mrs. Sanchez was still inside. When Alexie heard that news, she started to freak out and cry. Everyone started to feel bad for her, even I did but just a little. Later on, while just talking to Blake, Jake, Jenna, Joey, and Chris, the firemen came and said that everyone is okay and Mrs. Sanchez was sent to the hospital. Once everything was settled, we went inside, gathered our stuff and were sent home. Jenna, Jake and his friends, and I went to eat at McDonalds. Jenna and I shared the 20 piece chicken nuggets and the guys got a burger. "You gals eat so light." Joey said. "I'm not that hungry." I muttered. "Izzy, you're so skinny. Eat !" Chris chuckled. I could barely concentrate on my food. All I could think of is what happened with Crawford. I'm dating Jake ! But Crawford is cute too. Then again, he's never noticed me. Same with Jake, no. I met Jake a couple days ago, Crawford had his chance since freshman year. I have Jake and only him. "Izzy, bathroom." Jenna whispered. I nodded and followed her. "Ew, this bathroom. What's going on ?!" she exclaimed. "Matt forced me to kiss him. Then Crawford saved me." I mumbled. "I'm gonna beat Matt's ass later." she harshly said. I smiled and giggled. "One question, do you like Crawford ?" she asks. "No." I confessed. "Okay, good I guess." she smiled. "Why ?" I was confused. "I may, kinda, might like him." she blushed. I headed for the door, "Cute." We went to the park after lunch and I just sat on the swings while Jake pushed me. He put me to a stop and placed his head over mine. "Ever had your first kiss ?" he muttered. I blushed and shook my head. He smiled, "Good. Neither had I." He leaned in and pressed our lips together. They moved perfectly in sync, Jake was perfect. He pulled away and smiled. He walked to face me and picked me up, "I'm so happy you're my girlfriend and living with me, princess." I twitched and started to tear up. "Izzy, you okay ?" "I have to go." I softly said, "Sorry." I hugged him and ran home. He called me princess. I hate the nickname. I was only 10. My dad, he was scaring me.
-Flashback- [HOLY SHiT I Have One]
"Princess, whatever I do to you, it will feel good." he said rubbing my thighs. I nodded unsure of what he was going to do. My clothes were off except my underwear, it was the same with him. He took my underwear off and stuck his finger in me. It stung really bad. I teared up and he said, "It will go away princess." After a long hour of him sticking fingers in me, he took something out of his underwear and pushed it in me. Tears flowed from my face but he kissed them away and kept calling me princess. He has been doing it since and called me princess to calm me down.
-End of Flashback-
I shook the memories away. I went back to packing and got half of my room empty. I was proud of myself. Maybe I could go to the party. When I was about to rest, my parents came and everything went downhill. Only 2 more days of this hell hole. I took a shower and went to bed.
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Die Young [Re-Writing]
Novela JuvenilHigh school. So much has changed over one year. Just one year. Everyone has changed so much except that one girl who is so sweet to everyone. She doesn't really care about cliques or anything. She joins so many clubs and is friends with about everyo...